Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Picture by Kid Rock feat. Sheryl Crow.
So today was a bit of a headache so far. I woke up late-ish. Not a bad thing, but the dogs were barking as soon as they saw me to go outside. I felt awful that they needed to go and I didn't take them at the normal time. One of them was mad and even though we were outside for more than a half hour decided to save his messy treats for the floor in the dining room. How pleasant. I then spent over two hours talking a friend up from her emotionally low point because of her boyfriend.
I then called Sky to ask what I should have for lunch. He was busy and I felt like shit for bothering him. I then ate lunch and browsed around online for a job. No, browsing is the wrong word. I scoured the internet for a job, only to be faced once again with the dim realization that right now there is nothing.
Today is just not a good day for me. I want to curl up under the covers and go back to sleep. I want to cry. This is so not like me...
I love being here... being with Sky... but I miss what I left behind too. I know I am in the right place, but when you are being faced with bugs, no car, no job, and no school, sometimes the old things get glamorized. I know that I made the right decision. The place that I was at was not healthy for me. It was wearing on me and I couldn't do anything about it. Now I am loved and welcomed in my home. I knew that I would get homesick eventually, and I think the overly hormonal state I'm in right now doesn't help these feelings, but seriously, going back to bed looks really good right now.
Oh... and I love Sky. We live a very 1950s-esque household. Which I love. But I handle the housework. Dishes, cleaning, etc etc etc. Well, we have a tiny bug issue that has me literally scared to go into my kitchen. Sky did the dishes last night. At that moment I fell a little bit more in love with him. I am head over heels. I love him with all of my heart. He is the best man in the whole world.
:)
Soul
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
My old Job
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to The Remedy by Jason Mraz.
So, I obviously had to quit my job to move. Well, I quit my job about two months ago as well [the move that didn't happen]. I thankfully got my job back once the move didn't happen. I was very thankful of this. Unfortunately, will my issues inside of my house, I am forced to move. This time it isn't about my choices. I am happy, I am excited, but it is also a bitter way to do things. And I'm just talking with my family here. However, I had to quit my job once again. Something that was so hard for me to do the first time. I knew that I could not go through that again. I also knew my boss was out of town so left with one of two options, I went with the one that made more sense to me, emailing her. A voice mail would be too short. I wrote and rewrote the email, I wanted it to be perfect. Finally I got it to say what I wanted it to. I was nervous and wanted my sadness to be conveyed. I didn't want my boss thinking this was something that I wanted.
However, in the response that I got back, my boss was obviously upset. Which is understandable. However, she also said some things in the email that were blatantly not true. Perhaps the one coworker who I do not like has told her things, perhaps she just wants to blame me for things as an easy way out. I do not know, and I do not care to speculate. The job was wonderful and I had a fantastic time when I worked there. However I am saddened to say that two months ruined two years of a possibly great reference. I understand her desire to focus on the now, but the past two months have been hard in my house. I explained that in the email, but she brushed it off, making comment about work ethic.
I was offended by this. However, more so than my offense that I took about my work ethic from my boss, is the response that it got from a friend. Twin is upset. I'm not sure if it is about her finding out I was moving from my blog, or something else. It hurts to say that this perhaps is the straw. Our fragile friendship was moving in the right direction, but her lack of response to certain things and the tone that is in what she does choose to write to me is clear of the fact that something is not right. It is sad.
However, no matter how saddened I am by the responses I have gotten from the people associated with my job, I am extremely excited.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to The Remedy by Jason Mraz.
So, I obviously had to quit my job to move. Well, I quit my job about two months ago as well [the move that didn't happen]. I thankfully got my job back once the move didn't happen. I was very thankful of this. Unfortunately, will my issues inside of my house, I am forced to move. This time it isn't about my choices. I am happy, I am excited, but it is also a bitter way to do things. And I'm just talking with my family here. However, I had to quit my job once again. Something that was so hard for me to do the first time. I knew that I could not go through that again. I also knew my boss was out of town so left with one of two options, I went with the one that made more sense to me, emailing her. A voice mail would be too short. I wrote and rewrote the email, I wanted it to be perfect. Finally I got it to say what I wanted it to. I was nervous and wanted my sadness to be conveyed. I didn't want my boss thinking this was something that I wanted.
However, in the response that I got back, my boss was obviously upset. Which is understandable. However, she also said some things in the email that were blatantly not true. Perhaps the one coworker who I do not like has told her things, perhaps she just wants to blame me for things as an easy way out. I do not know, and I do not care to speculate. The job was wonderful and I had a fantastic time when I worked there. However I am saddened to say that two months ruined two years of a possibly great reference. I understand her desire to focus on the now, but the past two months have been hard in my house. I explained that in the email, but she brushed it off, making comment about work ethic.
I was offended by this. However, more so than my offense that I took about my work ethic from my boss, is the response that it got from a friend. Twin is upset. I'm not sure if it is about her finding out I was moving from my blog, or something else. It hurts to say that this perhaps is the straw. Our fragile friendship was moving in the right direction, but her lack of response to certain things and the tone that is in what she does choose to write to me is clear of the fact that something is not right. It is sad.
However, no matter how saddened I am by the responses I have gotten from the people associated with my job, I am extremely excited.
:)
Soul
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Bored...
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to If I can't Have you by Kelly Clarkson.
64 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked...
1. First thing you wash in the shower? my hair.
2. What color is your favourite hoodie? blue
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? definitely
4. Do you plan outfits? depends
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired but not sleepy
6. What's the closest thing to you that's red? a folder.
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? Sky and I were sitting at a table and holding hands while talking. My dreams are so interesting... :P
8. Did you meet anybody new today? ummm... nope
9. What are you craving right now? sex.
10. Do you floss? I try to remember
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? my coworker of course!!!!
12. Are you emotional? yeah
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000? uhhh... not that I recall
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick
15. Do you like your hair? yeppers
16. Do you like yourself? mmhmm. :D
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? Definitely. I would go out with any President, that would be fascinating.
18. What are you listening to right now? Ummm, look above, Kelly Clarkson
19. Are your parents strict? hahaha
20. Would you go sky diving? never say never.
21. Do you like cottage cheese? UGH, HELL NO.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity? ummm, a famous football player.
23. Do you rent movies often? I redbox movies.
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in? my diamond necklace is the closest sparkly thing.
25. How many countries have you been to? only US sadly
26. Have you made a prank phone call? oh man... yeah... funny story. [Sky, remind me to tell you that story... mortifying looking back on it]
27. Ever been on a train? yep
28. Brown or white eggs? white
29. Do you have a cell-phone? yeah.
30. Do you use chap stick? not usually
31. Do you own a gun? nope
32. Can you use chop sticks? yep, thanks to Manhattan.
33. Who are you going to be with tonight? well, "tonight" is going to be over in 21 minutes.
34. Are you too forgiving? I think I am just the right amount of forgiving.
35. Ever been in love? am currently.
36. Who is your best friend(s)? Platinum.
37. Ever have cream puffs? yeah.
38. Last time you cried? tonight. I'm such a sap.
39. What was the last question you asked? Will you text me before you go to bed?
40. Favourite time of the year? Fall.
41. Do you have any tattoos? no.
42. Are you sarcastic? sarcastic? me? never...
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? HELL YES!
44. Ever walked into a wall? hahaha, multiple times.
45. Favourite colour? midnight blue
46. Have you ever slapped someone? no, but I want to... weird want...
47. Is your hair curly? not naturally
48. What was the last CD you bought? Dark Horse- Nickelback
49. Do looks matter? not the most important thing, but you'd be lying if you said they don't matter at all.
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater? no.
51. Is your phone bill sky high? nope :)
52. Do you like your life right now? heck yes, for the majority.
53. Do you sleep with the TV on? sometimes.
54. Can you handle the truth? yes
55. Do you have good vision? nope.
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? dislike, yes. Hate, no.
57. How often do you talk on the phone? every day.
58. The last person you held hands with? My youngest cousin.
59. What are you wearing? gray tank top. Victoria's Secret panties.
60. What is your favourite animal/Mammal? Dogs/cats.
61. Where was your default picture taken at? made it in photoshop
62. Can you hula hoop? not well.
63. Do you have a job? yep >.<
64. What was the most recent thing you bought? flip-flops, duck tape, something for Sky, and lotion.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to If I can't Have you by Kelly Clarkson.
64 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked...
1. First thing you wash in the shower? my hair.
2. What color is your favourite hoodie? blue
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? definitely
4. Do you plan outfits? depends
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired but not sleepy
6. What's the closest thing to you that's red? a folder.
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? Sky and I were sitting at a table and holding hands while talking. My dreams are so interesting... :P
8. Did you meet anybody new today? ummm... nope
9. What are you craving right now? sex.
10. Do you floss? I try to remember
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? my coworker of course!!!!
12. Are you emotional? yeah
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000? uhhh... not that I recall
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick
15. Do you like your hair? yeppers
16. Do you like yourself? mmhmm. :D
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? Definitely. I would go out with any President, that would be fascinating.
18. What are you listening to right now? Ummm, look above, Kelly Clarkson
19. Are your parents strict? hahaha
20. Would you go sky diving? never say never.
21. Do you like cottage cheese? UGH, HELL NO.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity? ummm, a famous football player.
23. Do you rent movies often? I redbox movies.
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in? my diamond necklace is the closest sparkly thing.
25. How many countries have you been to? only US sadly
26. Have you made a prank phone call? oh man... yeah... funny story. [Sky, remind me to tell you that story... mortifying looking back on it]
27. Ever been on a train? yep
28. Brown or white eggs? white
29. Do you have a cell-phone? yeah.
30. Do you use chap stick? not usually
31. Do you own a gun? nope
32. Can you use chop sticks? yep, thanks to Manhattan.
33. Who are you going to be with tonight? well, "tonight" is going to be over in 21 minutes.
34. Are you too forgiving? I think I am just the right amount of forgiving.
35. Ever been in love? am currently.
36. Who is your best friend(s)? Platinum.
37. Ever have cream puffs? yeah.
38. Last time you cried? tonight. I'm such a sap.
39. What was the last question you asked? Will you text me before you go to bed?
40. Favourite time of the year? Fall.
41. Do you have any tattoos? no.
42. Are you sarcastic? sarcastic? me? never...
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? HELL YES!
44. Ever walked into a wall? hahaha, multiple times.
45. Favourite colour? midnight blue
46. Have you ever slapped someone? no, but I want to... weird want...
47. Is your hair curly? not naturally
48. What was the last CD you bought? Dark Horse- Nickelback
49. Do looks matter? not the most important thing, but you'd be lying if you said they don't matter at all.
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater? no.
51. Is your phone bill sky high? nope :)
52. Do you like your life right now? heck yes, for the majority.
53. Do you sleep with the TV on? sometimes.
54. Can you handle the truth? yes
55. Do you have good vision? nope.
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? dislike, yes. Hate, no.
57. How often do you talk on the phone? every day.
58. The last person you held hands with? My youngest cousin.
59. What are you wearing? gray tank top. Victoria's Secret panties.
60. What is your favourite animal/Mammal? Dogs/cats.
61. Where was your default picture taken at? made it in photoshop
62. Can you hula hoop? not well.
63. Do you have a job? yep >.<
64. What was the most recent thing you bought? flip-flops, duck tape, something for Sky, and lotion.
:)
Soul
Friday, June 19, 2009
Friends.
Hi Everyone.
I'm currently listening to Heartbeat (it's a love beat) by The DeFranco Family.
Mmkay everyone. Let me lay something on you.
Friends.
They are great!!! I think that I have a core group of friends that I will carry through life. The funny thing is, I have mentioned Platinum only once or twice before, but she is my closest girlfriend. She has always supported me. She listens and cares. She never judges. She is what all friends should be like. I know, this is coming from a late night ramble, but it's true. I love her to the ends of the universe. I know I can say something, and even if she doesn't understand or doesn't agree, she will either ask questions until she understands, or just be happy that I am happy. *sighs* I know, I know, you are all super confused at what I am talking about. Like I said in a previous post, I debate with myself whether or not to bring a certain aspect to my blog... For now, I guess I won't... Even though part of me wants to. I think it would take multiple posts to explain though. Maybe I am just looking too deep into it. Maybe I could jump in with two feet and never look back... We'll save that for another late night ramble post.
But ANYWAY, my BEST guy friend, I have actually never mentioned on here before. He is another person who never judges me, and knows every gritty detail about my life. I love him like no one's business. We've had a crazy interesting relationship. Seriously, asking about how we met always gets a laugh out of people. ANYWAY... I need to get him a nickname, and I know he will kill me if he ever finds out about it but OH WELL!!! His nickname is going to be Bunny. LOL.
So now you know about two more of my friends. They are the true blue friends that I have. I know that fifty years from now Platinum will be knocking on my door asking how the sex last night went, and then Bunny will be parking his Ferrari on the wrong side of the street running up my door to make sure he doesn't miss one detail. We fit together. We may be dysfunctional, but we are a nutty family deal. Nothing misses one person. I guess my openness about my life either drives people away, or brings people closer. I am beyond glad that I have the friends I have, because they know the real me, and I don't need to hide anything. I love them.
<3
Soul
I'm currently listening to Heartbeat (it's a love beat) by The DeFranco Family.
Mmkay everyone. Let me lay something on you.
Friends.
They are great!!! I think that I have a core group of friends that I will carry through life. The funny thing is, I have mentioned Platinum only once or twice before, but she is my closest girlfriend. She has always supported me. She listens and cares. She never judges. She is what all friends should be like. I know, this is coming from a late night ramble, but it's true. I love her to the ends of the universe. I know I can say something, and even if she doesn't understand or doesn't agree, she will either ask questions until she understands, or just be happy that I am happy. *sighs* I know, I know, you are all super confused at what I am talking about. Like I said in a previous post, I debate with myself whether or not to bring a certain aspect to my blog... For now, I guess I won't... Even though part of me wants to. I think it would take multiple posts to explain though. Maybe I am just looking too deep into it. Maybe I could jump in with two feet and never look back... We'll save that for another late night ramble post.
But ANYWAY, my BEST guy friend, I have actually never mentioned on here before. He is another person who never judges me, and knows every gritty detail about my life. I love him like no one's business. We've had a crazy interesting relationship. Seriously, asking about how we met always gets a laugh out of people. ANYWAY... I need to get him a nickname, and I know he will kill me if he ever finds out about it but OH WELL!!! His nickname is going to be Bunny. LOL.
So now you know about two more of my friends. They are the true blue friends that I have. I know that fifty years from now Platinum will be knocking on my door asking how the sex last night went, and then Bunny will be parking his Ferrari on the wrong side of the street running up my door to make sure he doesn't miss one detail. We fit together. We may be dysfunctional, but we are a nutty family deal. Nothing misses one person. I guess my openness about my life either drives people away, or brings people closer. I am beyond glad that I have the friends I have, because they know the real me, and I don't need to hide anything. I love them.
<3
Soul
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Get your booty into gear!
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Poker Face by Lady GaGa.
Alrighty, once again, it's been awhile. That's what my title is about, getting my butt into gear and keeping this up. School has been school though, not too much interesting going on there. Busy but boring.
What is really interesting is this new guy... Hmmm what to name him... SILVER!!! Okay, so Silver and I met a couple years ago. We lost touch for a while, but we are back in contact. Talking to him, it feels like I've known him my whole life. I'm glad we started talking again. He's a really chill guy who is just plainly amazing. We have so much in common and really click. He's a good friend to have reconnected with.
I think that's it. Oh, Twin and I are having a blast together. We have been hanging out a lot recently. She is AMAZING!!!! Woo!!!
<3
Soul
I'm currently listening to Poker Face by Lady GaGa.
Alrighty, once again, it's been awhile. That's what my title is about, getting my butt into gear and keeping this up. School has been school though, not too much interesting going on there. Busy but boring.
What is really interesting is this new guy... Hmmm what to name him... SILVER!!! Okay, so Silver and I met a couple years ago. We lost touch for a while, but we are back in contact. Talking to him, it feels like I've known him my whole life. I'm glad we started talking again. He's a really chill guy who is just plainly amazing. We have so much in common and really click. He's a good friend to have reconnected with.
I think that's it. Oh, Twin and I are having a blast together. We have been hanging out a lot recently. She is AMAZING!!!! Woo!!!
<3
Soul
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Something I wrote a while back and never posted
Hi everyone!
I’m currently listening to Mannequin by Katy Perry.
I’m so sorry, I haven’t been here in a while. Actually, it’s been quite a while. I have a couple of things to talk about. First, I want to talk about my brilliant friends. I am officially 18 (wooh, legal!). I had Platinum, Twin, Mediterranean, and Manhattan over for a little celebration. I hate to use the word birthday party because that has so many immature connotations in my mind. However, that’s pretty much what it was. Platinum, Twin, Mediterranean, and I went to a store and got a very interesting (and informative) lesson about some *cough cough* items. It was so much fun overall, and I know what I’m getting Twin for Xmas. Hehehehe, she probably thinks I’m kidding… *laughs manically*. The reason that Manhattan didn’t come with us is because she is not 18 yet, so it would have been a no go for her. But she said she would meet us for dinner. So I called her twice and texted her, but I get no answer. I am upset, but I push it aside because it was my night and I wasn’t going to let her ruin it. We went to dinner and had SUCH a great time. It was really fun and I couldn’t have asked for anything better. Well as soon as the bill comes for dinner she texts me and asks if I had gotten any of her texts. I just rolled my eyes, I didn’t, but honestly I don’t think she texted me. I was receiving all my other texts and sending them and THAT one asking if I had gotten her previous ‘texts’ magically got through. Sorry, I don’t believe it. Not to mention she knew the time schedule I was working on, when 5 o’clock rolled around she should have called if I hadn’t texted her. Blah, it’s all such bullshit. She said that she had a problem with stuff and couldn’t leave her house, like I said before though, I wasn’t going to let her ruin my night. So I didn’t. We went back to my house, played a game, opened presents, and had a great time. She ended up showing up but the dynamics of the group were weird with her there. I noticed it. After to talking to my friends separately they all expressed that they were upset with her because she treated me like shit and was very nonchalant about it. She didn’t seem very into the night either. To be honest I think I would have had a better time if she didn’t show up at all. BUT, I had an amazing time because I was with my best friends and that’s what matters. Mediterranean left first, then Manhattan, but Platinum stayed for a long time. It was really great because the dynamics between Platinum and Twin were really great. It was a great couple hours with just the three of us. I know that Twin and Mediterranean both read this so I just wanted you two to know that I love you both to death and know that you guys could have done anything with your night so I am really happy that you chose to spend it with me. I had an amazing time and you are the reason for it. *hugs* I love you both!
=)
Soul
I’m currently listening to Mannequin by Katy Perry.
I’m so sorry, I haven’t been here in a while. Actually, it’s been quite a while. I have a couple of things to talk about. First, I want to talk about my brilliant friends. I am officially 18 (wooh, legal!). I had Platinum, Twin, Mediterranean, and Manhattan over for a little celebration. I hate to use the word birthday party because that has so many immature connotations in my mind. However, that’s pretty much what it was. Platinum, Twin, Mediterranean, and I went to a store and got a very interesting (and informative) lesson about some *cough cough* items. It was so much fun overall, and I know what I’m getting Twin for Xmas. Hehehehe, she probably thinks I’m kidding… *laughs manically*. The reason that Manhattan didn’t come with us is because she is not 18 yet, so it would have been a no go for her. But she said she would meet us for dinner. So I called her twice and texted her, but I get no answer. I am upset, but I push it aside because it was my night and I wasn’t going to let her ruin it. We went to dinner and had SUCH a great time. It was really fun and I couldn’t have asked for anything better. Well as soon as the bill comes for dinner she texts me and asks if I had gotten any of her texts. I just rolled my eyes, I didn’t, but honestly I don’t think she texted me. I was receiving all my other texts and sending them and THAT one asking if I had gotten her previous ‘texts’ magically got through. Sorry, I don’t believe it. Not to mention she knew the time schedule I was working on, when 5 o’clock rolled around she should have called if I hadn’t texted her. Blah, it’s all such bullshit. She said that she had a problem with stuff and couldn’t leave her house, like I said before though, I wasn’t going to let her ruin my night. So I didn’t. We went back to my house, played a game, opened presents, and had a great time. She ended up showing up but the dynamics of the group were weird with her there. I noticed it. After to talking to my friends separately they all expressed that they were upset with her because she treated me like shit and was very nonchalant about it. She didn’t seem very into the night either. To be honest I think I would have had a better time if she didn’t show up at all. BUT, I had an amazing time because I was with my best friends and that’s what matters. Mediterranean left first, then Manhattan, but Platinum stayed for a long time. It was really great because the dynamics between Platinum and Twin were really great. It was a great couple hours with just the three of us. I know that Twin and Mediterranean both read this so I just wanted you two to know that I love you both to death and know that you guys could have done anything with your night so I am really happy that you chose to spend it with me. I had an amazing time and you are the reason for it. *hugs* I love you both!
=)
Soul
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Blushing Gives Everything Away
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Mannequin by Katy Perry.
So, I love Twin. I just want to put it out there. She is a great girl who I thank God everyday for. If it wasn't for her I would have quit my job such a long time ago. Beyond a simple coworker though she is one of my best friends. I look forward to talking to her because I know she truly listens to me and cares about me. We can truly talk about anything too. I have never told anyone about my nonfiction book-reading habits, and since she has similar habits it's all okay. Even if she didn't have similar habits I think it would be okay. I truly believe that anything I tell her wouldn't make her shirk away and stop being my friend.
So that's all...
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Mannequin by Katy Perry.
So, I love Twin. I just want to put it out there. She is a great girl who I thank God everyday for. If it wasn't for her I would have quit my job such a long time ago. Beyond a simple coworker though she is one of my best friends. I look forward to talking to her because I know she truly listens to me and cares about me. We can truly talk about anything too. I have never told anyone about my nonfiction book-reading habits, and since she has similar habits it's all okay. Even if she didn't have similar habits I think it would be okay. I truly believe that anything I tell her wouldn't make her shirk away and stop being my friend.
So that's all...
=)
Soul
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Crazy turn of life
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Imagine by Avril Lavigne.
I'm sitting in an a darkened room and thinking. How deep. =) Seriously though, something has been weighing on my mind, one of my friends and our situation. I shall call her Mail. She is a great girl. When Manhattan and I were having problems the summer between freshmen and sophomore year, Mail was always there for me. Our friendship has been the one constant throughout my high school years. No matter what we have always been there for each other. Her family treats me like a family member. I feel like we are growing into separate people though.
Mail's interests are MUCH different than mine. Also, it seems that Manhattan and I can talk about ANYTHING, and usually do, whereas Mail seems closed off. Manhattan and I are very much into girl talk and sharing every bitty little detail and Mail is a bit more naive. Not that there is a problem with that, but I feel like she talks stuff up sometimes. I despise people who amp up stories to impress others, I like her for her, but more and more recently I find that she hasn't been "her" for a while.
I don't know what to do. We had lunch yesterday, it was really sweet because I was sick and she brought lunch to me because we had set up the hang out time earlier. But when lunch went on I couldn't help but feel that there wasn't too much to talk about. We ended up looking at pictures on facebook for the last thirty minutes we hung out...
who knows though, maybe the school year will be different. Not to mention that we said we need to have a sleepover before senior year starts, I think it's a good idea...
= /
Soul
I'm currently listening to Imagine by Avril Lavigne.
I'm sitting in an a darkened room and thinking. How deep. =) Seriously though, something has been weighing on my mind, one of my friends and our situation. I shall call her Mail. She is a great girl. When Manhattan and I were having problems the summer between freshmen and sophomore year, Mail was always there for me. Our friendship has been the one constant throughout my high school years. No matter what we have always been there for each other. Her family treats me like a family member. I feel like we are growing into separate people though.
Mail's interests are MUCH different than mine. Also, it seems that Manhattan and I can talk about ANYTHING, and usually do, whereas Mail seems closed off. Manhattan and I are very much into girl talk and sharing every bitty little detail and Mail is a bit more naive. Not that there is a problem with that, but I feel like she talks stuff up sometimes. I despise people who amp up stories to impress others, I like her for her, but more and more recently I find that she hasn't been "her" for a while.
I don't know what to do. We had lunch yesterday, it was really sweet because I was sick and she brought lunch to me because we had set up the hang out time earlier. But when lunch went on I couldn't help but feel that there wasn't too much to talk about. We ended up looking at pictures on facebook for the last thirty minutes we hung out...
who knows though, maybe the school year will be different. Not to mention that we said we need to have a sleepover before senior year starts, I think it's a good idea...
= /
Soul
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Diet Coke and Homemade Tacos!
Hi Everyone!
I'm Currently Listening to Hot in Herre by Nelly
Okay, now to something that literally just happened, breaking news... I feel like such an idiot! Twin just called me to say when she was coming into work, and I feel like such an idiot! Well, here's the (paraphrased) convo...
Me: Hey!
Twin: Hey are you at work?
Me: Yeah, I'm in
Twin: Oh well my little brother has a friend over and they want me to make something for them
Me: you want me to come over? (background info- Twin lives right near our place of employment)
Twin: Um, if you want to
Me: (feeling like an idiot already because I just invited myself over and I hate that) oh no no no, I have stuff to eat, I'll see you when you get here.
UGH! I hate myself! I feel like a complete idiot. Blah!
Other than that though I had an amazing day. It was my last day as a junior and I am doing terrifically! I can't believe I am a senior. It is such a crazy thing to think that I have already gone through three years of high school. It feels like it just started yesterday and at the same time it feels like I've been there forever. I'll write more about that within the next two days.
Thanks for taking this crazy life journey with me!
= )
Soul
I'm Currently Listening to Hot in Herre by Nelly
Okay, now to something that literally just happened, breaking news... I feel like such an idiot! Twin just called me to say when she was coming into work, and I feel like such an idiot! Well, here's the (paraphrased) convo...
Me: Hey!
Twin: Hey are you at work?
Me: Yeah, I'm in
Twin: Oh well my little brother has a friend over and they want me to make something for them
Me: you want me to come over? (background info- Twin lives right near our place of employment)
Twin: Um, if you want to
Me: (feeling like an idiot already because I just invited myself over and I hate that) oh no no no, I have stuff to eat, I'll see you when you get here.
UGH! I hate myself! I feel like a complete idiot. Blah!
Other than that though I had an amazing day. It was my last day as a junior and I am doing terrifically! I can't believe I am a senior. It is such a crazy thing to think that I have already gone through three years of high school. It feels like it just started yesterday and at the same time it feels like I've been there forever. I'll write more about that within the next two days.
Thanks for taking this crazy life journey with me!
= )
Soul
Monday, June 2, 2008
Ohhhh, Tainted Love
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Tainted Love by The Pussycat Dolls.
Summer is quickly approaching. I have a sort of apprehension towards it. I know that it will be fun, but I have always gone away for the summer. In fact the last time I stayed in my state was when I could show you how old I was on my hands. I have never had to keep up friendships or be involved in the summer drama that keeps up with teenagers. My friends and I stayed in contact through calls and the web. However now I am worried that I won't be a good summer person. I really want to hang out with multiple number of people but what if it doesn't work out?
It is sort of an anxious feeling. I worry about things way too easily. I really never need to worry about what I worry about. Once I asked my boyfriend where we were going to sit on a car ride that was scheduled two weeks later. I just get really easily worried.
I most of the time worry about my friends. What if they aren't really my friends? What if they are just being nice? What if they talk about me behind my back? Just a plethra of questions. hmmmm... So that's my worried life.
= )
Soul
I'm currently listening to Tainted Love by The Pussycat Dolls.
Summer is quickly approaching. I have a sort of apprehension towards it. I know that it will be fun, but I have always gone away for the summer. In fact the last time I stayed in my state was when I could show you how old I was on my hands. I have never had to keep up friendships or be involved in the summer drama that keeps up with teenagers. My friends and I stayed in contact through calls and the web. However now I am worried that I won't be a good summer person. I really want to hang out with multiple number of people but what if it doesn't work out?
It is sort of an anxious feeling. I worry about things way too easily. I really never need to worry about what I worry about. Once I asked my boyfriend where we were going to sit on a car ride that was scheduled two weeks later. I just get really easily worried.
I most of the time worry about my friends. What if they aren't really my friends? What if they are just being nice? What if they talk about me behind my back? Just a plethra of questions. hmmmm... So that's my worried life.
= )
Soul
Monday, May 26, 2008
The... FUTURE!
Hi Everyone!
I'm Currently listening to Sensitive subject Matter by Bonnie McKee
My whole life is spread before me like an open road. Part of me wonders where I’ll be in five or ten years. What will happen with my career, love life, and friends? Well, more than anything, this is a post about the future.
I have talked about the book I’m writing but I don’t think I have addressed the career I want, high school English teacher. I would love a job at the high school I attend. They have great faculty and an amazing atmosphere that I would love to be a part of. Part of me wonders if I will get a job there. It seems that they hire quite a few alumni though, so fingers crossed! Get back to me in five years and we’ll see.
I have posted about one of my ex-boyfriends. He is really the only one I will write about on here. (as far as exes go) Don’t worry though, I will write about all my tiny infatuations with guys I meet. As far as my love life goes though, it’s, I don’t even know. This is my first time in a really long time that I haven’t had a serious crush on someone. I mean I know you all know about Cabbage, but that’s not really a crush. That is sort of a funny little attraction. Part of me really feels free not to be consumed by a silly little crush. I am confident in myself and I think that is the first step to finding a good counterpart. Hopefully I will be in a good long term relationship that I can chronicle here and you all can throw up with all my romantic quips. I am truly a romantic.
Now, the biggest part, friends.
You all know Manhattan. She is like a sister to me. She is one girl who can read my mind. I have known her for quite a while and we connected on a level that can never be changed. While at times she gets on my nerves I know I get on her nerves too. We always have each other’s back. She is one of those girls who will be in my wedding and probably with me when I’m getting lipo at 50. We have been through everything together. She has to be my best friend for life because she knows WAY too much.
I introduced Mediterranean not too long back. She is a joy. I truly adore her. I know that no matter what point at my life I am at she will be there. I haven’t known her all that long, but she is definitely a girl who can talk to me about anything and ALWAYS make me laugh. C’est vrai!
Now, I’m throwing a new code name at you, can you handle it? I have faith that you can. Twin is the girl who I work with. We have the same personality and mild OCD. She started off HATING me, I don’t know how… Then, like always, I grew on her and now we are inseparable. We are two peas in a pod. She is someone who I can tell anything to and I know that she will keep it to herself. I know that we will probably end up having kids at the exact same time and going to the same prenatal yoga class and our perfect daughters will be born within minutes of each other and look gorgeously alike and be best friends. (Hope that doesn’t freak you out Twin!) hahahahaha. We are a perfect match for each other. I finally gave you a code name!
Alright, well enough about the future. Time to focus on the present.
= )
Soul
I'm Currently listening to Sensitive subject Matter by Bonnie McKee
My whole life is spread before me like an open road. Part of me wonders where I’ll be in five or ten years. What will happen with my career, love life, and friends? Well, more than anything, this is a post about the future.
I have talked about the book I’m writing but I don’t think I have addressed the career I want, high school English teacher. I would love a job at the high school I attend. They have great faculty and an amazing atmosphere that I would love to be a part of. Part of me wonders if I will get a job there. It seems that they hire quite a few alumni though, so fingers crossed! Get back to me in five years and we’ll see.
I have posted about one of my ex-boyfriends. He is really the only one I will write about on here. (as far as exes go) Don’t worry though, I will write about all my tiny infatuations with guys I meet. As far as my love life goes though, it’s, I don’t even know. This is my first time in a really long time that I haven’t had a serious crush on someone. I mean I know you all know about Cabbage, but that’s not really a crush. That is sort of a funny little attraction. Part of me really feels free not to be consumed by a silly little crush. I am confident in myself and I think that is the first step to finding a good counterpart. Hopefully I will be in a good long term relationship that I can chronicle here and you all can throw up with all my romantic quips. I am truly a romantic.
Now, the biggest part, friends.
You all know Manhattan. She is like a sister to me. She is one girl who can read my mind. I have known her for quite a while and we connected on a level that can never be changed. While at times she gets on my nerves I know I get on her nerves too. We always have each other’s back. She is one of those girls who will be in my wedding and probably with me when I’m getting lipo at 50. We have been through everything together. She has to be my best friend for life because she knows WAY too much.
I introduced Mediterranean not too long back. She is a joy. I truly adore her. I know that no matter what point at my life I am at she will be there. I haven’t known her all that long, but she is definitely a girl who can talk to me about anything and ALWAYS make me laugh. C’est vrai!
Now, I’m throwing a new code name at you, can you handle it? I have faith that you can. Twin is the girl who I work with. We have the same personality and mild OCD. She started off HATING me, I don’t know how… Then, like always, I grew on her and now we are inseparable. We are two peas in a pod. She is someone who I can tell anything to and I know that she will keep it to herself. I know that we will probably end up having kids at the exact same time and going to the same prenatal yoga class and our perfect daughters will be born within minutes of each other and look gorgeously alike and be best friends. (Hope that doesn’t freak you out Twin!) hahahahaha. We are a perfect match for each other. I finally gave you a code name!
Alright, well enough about the future. Time to focus on the present.
= )
Soul
Thursday, May 22, 2008
My dearly beloved friends
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Last Name by Carrie Underwood.
Today was a really hard day for me to get through at school. I am a junior and some of my closest friends are seniors. Today was the last day of school for the seniors. I found myself wanting to cry so many times. They were all happy because they are done with high school and they still have to go through the actual grad ceremony and everything. I on the other hand had the sad realization that I was seeing some of these people of the last time.
While I will still see my friends over the summer and throughout my life, there are the random people who you see in the hallways and sit next to you in chem who I most likely won't see again. It is a sad sad thing to realize. It's even hard for me to type this out because it brings up so many emotions. I'm not a highly emotional person, but today really got to me. I don't even want to think of the last time I see each of my friends before college, it might just break me.
Good news though, one of my near dear friends, I shall call her Mediterranean, got her yearbook today and I was able to sign it. Hmmm, actually that applies to both of the real life friends who read this. So, let's talk about Mediterranean, and her great impact on my life. Actually, I have talked about her in a previous post, don't ask which one, because I will go back and find it if you do.
Mediterranean has inspired me to become a better me. She holds her head up high and doesn't care what other people think of her. While I hold my head up high and pretend to not care, I secret listen and analyze the moment I'm alone. I'd like to stop doing that. I think that seeing how strong of a person she is helps me stop caring about what people say. It sounds mighty trivial, but she is the kindest person. She took a lot of the courses I am, a year earlier but took them none-the-less. She has given me multiple things to help me prepare for next year and for that I can never show enough gratitude. She is a genuinely good human being.
Hmmm, it seems like I enjoy coming up with code names that begin with the letter "M".
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Last Name by Carrie Underwood.
Today was a really hard day for me to get through at school. I am a junior and some of my closest friends are seniors. Today was the last day of school for the seniors. I found myself wanting to cry so many times. They were all happy because they are done with high school and they still have to go through the actual grad ceremony and everything. I on the other hand had the sad realization that I was seeing some of these people of the last time.
While I will still see my friends over the summer and throughout my life, there are the random people who you see in the hallways and sit next to you in chem who I most likely won't see again. It is a sad sad thing to realize. It's even hard for me to type this out because it brings up so many emotions. I'm not a highly emotional person, but today really got to me. I don't even want to think of the last time I see each of my friends before college, it might just break me.
Good news though, one of my near dear friends, I shall call her Mediterranean, got her yearbook today and I was able to sign it. Hmmm, actually that applies to both of the real life friends who read this. So, let's talk about Mediterranean, and her great impact on my life. Actually, I have talked about her in a previous post, don't ask which one, because I will go back and find it if you do.
Mediterranean has inspired me to become a better me. She holds her head up high and doesn't care what other people think of her. While I hold my head up high and pretend to not care, I secret listen and analyze the moment I'm alone. I'd like to stop doing that. I think that seeing how strong of a person she is helps me stop caring about what people say. It sounds mighty trivial, but she is the kindest person. She took a lot of the courses I am, a year earlier but took them none-the-less. She has given me multiple things to help me prepare for next year and for that I can never show enough gratitude. She is a genuinely good human being.
Hmmm, it seems like I enjoy coming up with code names that begin with the letter "M".
=)
Soul
Monday, May 19, 2008
Manhattan is my homie
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Toxic by Britney Spears.
Manhattan and I are all good. We chilled at Starbucks (I recommend the Java Chip Frapp) and talked about the recent downfall in our friendship. I told her that it was strange to pause when defining her. Usually it would be a no brainer to say she is like my sister, a best friend in every sense. It was getting more and more difficult to say that without hesitation.
I am really happy that we addressed what my problems were and I think we are at a place where I am confident with everything we are. I love her to death and I'm glad that she is as into keeping me as a best friend as I am keeping her.
It put me in such a good mood that I am looking forward to working out tonight. hahahaha, which I find hilarious because I never look forward to working out. I had off of work tonight, which was such a needed break. The last two weeks I feel like I was working non stop. Although next Friday's paycheck will be sooo nice. Hahaha, and now that gas prices are skyrocketing I need all the money I can get. I need monnnnaaaayyyy!!!!! So if you see a smokin hot "padded" (hahaha, see a previous post) girl selling her body on the street give me a shout out, maybe I'll give you a blog discount.
= )
Soul
I'm currently listening to Toxic by Britney Spears.
Manhattan and I are all good. We chilled at Starbucks (I recommend the Java Chip Frapp) and talked about the recent downfall in our friendship. I told her that it was strange to pause when defining her. Usually it would be a no brainer to say she is like my sister, a best friend in every sense. It was getting more and more difficult to say that without hesitation.
I am really happy that we addressed what my problems were and I think we are at a place where I am confident with everything we are. I love her to death and I'm glad that she is as into keeping me as a best friend as I am keeping her.
It put me in such a good mood that I am looking forward to working out tonight. hahahaha, which I find hilarious because I never look forward to working out. I had off of work tonight, which was such a needed break. The last two weeks I feel like I was working non stop. Although next Friday's paycheck will be sooo nice. Hahaha, and now that gas prices are skyrocketing I need all the money I can get. I need monnnnaaaayyyy!!!!! So if you see a smokin hot "padded" (hahaha, see a previous post) girl selling her body on the street give me a shout out, maybe I'll give you a blog discount.
= )
Soul
Friday, May 16, 2008
Manhattan and the co-worker
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Born for This by Paramore.
Alrighty everyone, I have a day and time set up with Manhattan (see yesterday's post). All I need now is to make sure I stick to talking to her. I don't know what will come of it, but I am determined to get this bs out of the way. I don't want to be feeling like this. I have counted her as my best friend for so long. I have a hole where our friendship used to be. It either needs to be filled or band-aided.
Since, I am maintaining code names and everything I figured I would code name my male older coworker. I will be calling him Cabbage. (parce qu'il est mon petit chou.) I worked with him solo today (again). He is a really funny and great guy. I really don't even know what to say. I was happy to see him working and we talked for pretty much my whole time at work. (Not very productive)
Just an update...
= )
Soul
I'm currently listening to Born for This by Paramore.
Alrighty everyone, I have a day and time set up with Manhattan (see yesterday's post). All I need now is to make sure I stick to talking to her. I don't know what will come of it, but I am determined to get this bs out of the way. I don't want to be feeling like this. I have counted her as my best friend for so long. I have a hole where our friendship used to be. It either needs to be filled or band-aided.
Since, I am maintaining code names and everything I figured I would code name my male older coworker. I will be calling him Cabbage. (parce qu'il est mon petit chou.) I worked with him solo today (again). He is a really funny and great guy. I really don't even know what to say. I was happy to see him working and we talked for pretty much my whole time at work. (Not very productive)
Just an update...
= )
Soul
Thursday, May 15, 2008
One friend, right... friend?
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Michelle by Jason Castro.
So I talked to one of my dear friends today about an issue with one of my other friends. I think it really helped, but I'm going to rely my issues to you as well.
My best friend's name will be Manhattan in this blog. I deleted my Manhattan story, mostly because I wrote it when I was mad. I didn't give the unbiased story. So, to those who already read this, the story was a bit harsh and that's why it's not here anymore. Really, all that needs to be known is below...
I feel like we are drifting apart and I really don't like a lot of the attitude she puts forth. It seems like she puts effort into it only when she wants something. She has hurt me numerous times in the recent weeks and I can only think, "what do I do?"
I think I should talk to her about it all, but I don't know when because I am so flipping busy. hmmm, who knows. I'll post when the next update with Manhattan comes up.
= (
Soul
~Added and Edited part is bold and italicized~
I'm currently listening to Michelle by Jason Castro.
So I talked to one of my dear friends today about an issue with one of my other friends. I think it really helped, but I'm going to rely my issues to you as well.
My best friend's name will be Manhattan in this blog. I deleted my Manhattan story, mostly because I wrote it when I was mad. I didn't give the unbiased story. So, to those who already read this, the story was a bit harsh and that's why it's not here anymore. Really, all that needs to be known is below...
I feel like we are drifting apart and I really don't like a lot of the attitude she puts forth. It seems like she puts effort into it only when she wants something. She has hurt me numerous times in the recent weeks and I can only think, "what do I do?"
I think I should talk to her about it all, but I don't know when because I am so flipping busy. hmmm, who knows. I'll post when the next update with Manhattan comes up.
= (
Soul
~Added and Edited part is bold and italicized~
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Tired self...
Hi Everyone!
I’m currently listening to Fuck Ya Man by Tila Tequila
I have been studying for my AP English test like no other. It’s actually quite ridiculous and tiring. So my mind has been focused on hyperboles and syllogisms. So I have no life, I have come to terms with that a long time ago. = )
American Idol is on tonight and I feel like it is sort of useless for me to even watch it because the Davids will go on to next week. I will watch it though. Because I like the show. I’m just really tired and want to go to sleep.
It’s funny because I find myself wanting to sleep more and more these days. Sort of funny. Not to mention I need to go to school early tomorrow and support one of my friends. Part of me is sour about it because she doesn’t really support me. I go out of my way for my friends, so I will be there.
Well, maybe I’ll go eat some dinner then go to bed.
= 0 (yawning)
Soul
I’m currently listening to Fuck Ya Man by Tila Tequila
I have been studying for my AP English test like no other. It’s actually quite ridiculous and tiring. So my mind has been focused on hyperboles and syllogisms. So I have no life, I have come to terms with that a long time ago. = )
American Idol is on tonight and I feel like it is sort of useless for me to even watch it because the Davids will go on to next week. I will watch it though. Because I like the show. I’m just really tired and want to go to sleep.
It’s funny because I find myself wanting to sleep more and more these days. Sort of funny. Not to mention I need to go to school early tomorrow and support one of my friends. Part of me is sour about it because she doesn’t really support me. I go out of my way for my friends, so I will be there.
Well, maybe I’ll go eat some dinner then go to bed.
= 0 (yawning)
Soul
Saturday, May 10, 2008
A few of my favorite things/people because people aren't objects
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Dream On by Michael Johns.
I have given two of my actual friends this url to see my blog. This is like my baby. I don't really want just anyone seeing it. Especially because I talk about my ubersecret crush on an older man. = ) Anyways, there are a couple of things I would like to say about my friends.
I'm currently listening to Dream On by Michael Johns.
I have given two of my actual friends this url to see my blog. This is like my baby. I don't really want just anyone seeing it. Especially because I talk about my ubersecret crush on an older man. = ) Anyways, there are a couple of things I would like to say about my friends.
I feel so comfortable around two people who I met this year. (The two people who read this people) (YES YOU!) I wish I had gotten closer to them before this year. One of them I met through work and we are the same person. (I'm writing about you, happy?) I really feel like I can be myself around her. meows and quacks and everything. I find myself telling her things that I don't tell anyone else because they are private and I just don't find myself sharing a lot.
The other girl is someone I wish I got to know better last year. She is funny and I always know I can talk to her about anything. I swear I have never laughed so much in my life. I feel that by knowing her I have become a better person. Which seems silly, but is true. She has quickly become someone who I can confide in.
I appreciate both of these girls a lot. I find myself thinking about the friends I do have, and whether they are true friends or not. High school is quickly coming to an end (for most of my friends within a month and only another year for me). Everyone is going in such different directions and it is up to you if you want to make an effort to stay friends. I can think of five, maybe six people who I will fight to stay friends with. I'm not saying I'm going to cease talking to my other friends as soon as high school ends. I'm sure an occasional "hello" or "do you want to hang out" will be exchanged, but I will not fight to make sure it happens. The really funny thing is three of those five or six people I have just met/become close to this year.
=)
Soul
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Warm Fuzzy Feelings
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Honey by Bonnie McKee!
So I love my life. I had a semi day off. I had stuff to do, lots of stuff, but I did not have the usual mundane-ness of school. I have been busy gathering information on all the lovely schools I want to (and don't want to) go to. It was definitely a surprising process in which I learned a lot. AUQUEL! (sorry, french lesson coming out in the blog)... All in all the information gathering was quite useful.
Well, on the topic of graduation and college and such... I am currently a junior (as I believe I previously stated) who has a lot of senior friends. Everyone says that the year you graduate is really difficult with friends leaving and everyone departing for new parts of their lives, but I think this year will be more difficult for me. Besides maybe four juniors the majority of my friends are seniors.
Onto Blogging news though. I apparently have one fan so far, http://trissteh.blogspot.com/ . Which gets me excited. I am happy to say though that I really enjoy her writing as well. I guess likes attract (opposing the popular saying). She has four separate blogs, but the one I gave you the link to has the most posts and in my opinion the most inspired ones as well. I'm glad I like the blog.
I guess that's about it. I think I'm going to research some more colleges and drink some water (I'm absolutely parched)!
= )
Soul
I'm currently listening to Honey by Bonnie McKee!
So I love my life. I had a semi day off. I had stuff to do, lots of stuff, but I did not have the usual mundane-ness of school. I have been busy gathering information on all the lovely schools I want to (and don't want to) go to. It was definitely a surprising process in which I learned a lot. AUQUEL! (sorry, french lesson coming out in the blog)... All in all the information gathering was quite useful.
Well, on the topic of graduation and college and such... I am currently a junior (as I believe I previously stated) who has a lot of senior friends. Everyone says that the year you graduate is really difficult with friends leaving and everyone departing for new parts of their lives, but I think this year will be more difficult for me. Besides maybe four juniors the majority of my friends are seniors.
Onto Blogging news though. I apparently have one fan so far, http://trissteh.blogspot.com/ . Which gets me excited. I am happy to say though that I really enjoy her writing as well. I guess likes attract (opposing the popular saying). She has four separate blogs, but the one I gave you the link to has the most posts and in my opinion the most inspired ones as well. I'm glad I like the blog.
I guess that's about it. I think I'm going to research some more colleges and drink some water (I'm absolutely parched)!
= )
Soul
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Life without friends
Hi Everyone!
I'm Currently listening to Jolene by Dolly Parton.
I have amazing friends. I truly think I am blessed with the great fortune of having wonderful caring people around me. I personally love LOVE LOVE my dear friends. My friends have the greatest sense of humor. I need laughter around me constantly. If you know me, which you probably don't, you would know that thirty minutes does not go by without laughter. I want to send a shoutout to my friends who are just so amazing. I love them. I know that you might think it's silly to send a shoutout on a blog that I don't tell any of them about, but it's my little way to appreciate them.
Oh, and my chem teacher is crazy, literally crazy. I don't want to go into the details of what my (and every person's) problems are, but I would just like to put out there that some people should not become teachers. She happens to be one of them. I can't wait for school to be over so I can forget about her and never deal with her EVER again. Anyways, that seems sort of vicious and I promise I don't feel that way towards ANYONE else! She just blows my nuggets...
= )
Soul
I'm Currently listening to Jolene by Dolly Parton.
I have amazing friends. I truly think I am blessed with the great fortune of having wonderful caring people around me. I personally love LOVE LOVE my dear friends. My friends have the greatest sense of humor. I need laughter around me constantly. If you know me, which you probably don't, you would know that thirty minutes does not go by without laughter. I want to send a shoutout to my friends who are just so amazing. I love them. I know that you might think it's silly to send a shoutout on a blog that I don't tell any of them about, but it's my little way to appreciate them.
Oh, and my chem teacher is crazy, literally crazy. I don't want to go into the details of what my (and every person's) problems are, but I would just like to put out there that some people should not become teachers. She happens to be one of them. I can't wait for school to be over so I can forget about her and never deal with her EVER again. Anyways, that seems sort of vicious and I promise I don't feel that way towards ANYONE else! She just blows my nuggets...
= )
Soul
Friday, April 25, 2008
Blogs
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Fall Away by Better off Dad
Before I go further into my blog I would like to recommend Better off Dad to EVERYONE! They are a great band and the lead singer's voice is quite amazing...
LOST returned yesterday. I almost had a heart attack because I was so happy to see it. I adore Josh Holloway. Anyways, Lost is my obsession. Anyone who wants to talk about it, I'm always game!
I talked to my friend today, the one who has been my best friend for what seems like forever. We worked it all out. I was really happy because although she was getting on my nerves I realized she is human too and was hurt by something I did. I never even thought to consider that. Which I know seems stupid, but she is perfect. She is my perfect other half (friend-wise not in a creepy way). I'm really glad we worked it out. I don't know what I would do without her.
= )
Soul
I'm currently listening to Fall Away by Better off Dad
Before I go further into my blog I would like to recommend Better off Dad to EVERYONE! They are a great band and the lead singer's voice is quite amazing...
LOST returned yesterday. I almost had a heart attack because I was so happy to see it. I adore Josh Holloway. Anyways, Lost is my obsession. Anyone who wants to talk about it, I'm always game!
I talked to my friend today, the one who has been my best friend for what seems like forever. We worked it all out. I was really happy because although she was getting on my nerves I realized she is human too and was hurt by something I did. I never even thought to consider that. Which I know seems stupid, but she is perfect. She is my perfect other half (friend-wise not in a creepy way). I'm really glad we worked it out. I don't know what I would do without her.
= )
Soul
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