Do these tears belong to someone?

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to I'm Yours by Jason Mraz.

Alright, now forgive me in advance please, because this is one of those rambling posts that I need to write because I need to get the thoughts out some place.

Sky and I joined a social networking site together. It fits US and what we like. Well anyway, the people on there just have a way of describing what I feel perfectly sometimes. I miss Sky sooo much at certain times. It's really unexplainable. I look forward to him coming to see me like nobody's business. It is this fire in the middle of my chest that doesn't go away. Ahhh!!! That sounds so weird... I sometimes think that I must be going insane to feel this great all the time. He makes me smile, and giggle. He makes me feel good. I feel better when we're together. I love talking to him. I just want to be around him.

But, I miss him. I don't cry. I really don't. Not to real life stuff. Pop in a movie, I'll ball my eyes out. But real life? Nope. Not my thing. However, with Sky... GEESH!!! I find that I am crying once a week! Most of the times he doesn't know about... He's known about a couple in the past. He is really great about it. Once he gets here, I know that the crying will go away. Because I cry when I miss him. Granted, I miss him everyday, but there are certain days, where I feel like it's pressing down on me. Those are the days I want him the most. Gosh, I am soooo rambling... And now I feel like an idiot for telling you all about my crying spells.

Well, now I am going to go hide in a corner, toodles!

:]

Soul

My First Post

Hello Everyone!

For the purpose of this blog my name is Soul. I am a high school junior currently, desperately wanting my future to be here NOW! I am a wannabe writer. I am trying to bang out my first novel, but as some of you might know, that is a daunting task. Hopefully I can finish before I start my senior year. That would be a dream come true. I want to be a high school english teacher when I graduate college. I love music, all types mostly. I love Debra Arlyn currently, and Panic! at the Disco.

The purpose of this blog is to get my feelings out. I hope you all enjoy this, I will try and post later this week!

= )

Soul