Clean.

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga.

I spent the holidays with Grandâme and Hattie, it was so nice. I was run down to empty, but I was spending holidays with family so that made me happy. I was literally run down to empty though. I didn't get a moments rest. Which was fine because I rarely see them so it is nice to run around and fit everything in.

Although it meant that I was also away from Sky for two weeks. Which meant that the house went without cleaning for two weeks. I came into the house happy, excited to see the dogs and rest a bit. I did not sleep at all due to my early flight this morning. I was looking forward to sleeping in my bed and getting some zzzzs before Sky got home. We talked yesterday and he made it seem like the house was decent. I knew that he wouldn't clean the toilets or anything like that, but I expected the house to be decent.

I walked in the house and was... disappointed. Not that it is filthy or anything, but it is definitely too dirty for me. I don't understand how crumbs are not cleaned up. Especially from areas that aren't supposed to have crumbs! I don't understand how hard it is to run the water after a shave to clean the sink. I just don't get how the mess doesn't get to him.

I was thinking about it though, and I didn't leave the house in pristine condition either though. There were things that needed to get done. There were things that could have been cleaner. I was definitely slacking on my household duties.

I still feel like crying though. I am so exhausted and I can't sleep. I need to clean. I already cleaned the sink, and I feel like that just sapped any energy I had. To even think about doing anything else makes me want to curl into a ball and start sobbing. Oh well, it needs to get done. Sleeping is for losers anyway...

:-/

Soul

Project Recipe

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift.

I have this project that I am working on, a cookbook. One with recipes that I have collected from cookbooks that I own and various websites. I have thought about doing it for a while, but I finally had a reason to do it. I know it might sound completely silly, but I like thinking, I could cook this for Sky. *blushes* I just love him. Making him dinner is HIGH on my list of things that I want to do. I love cooking/baking anyway but doing it FOR SKY is what makes me smile. I have dabbled here and there with cooking from scratch, usually that happens when I'm with Hattie and Grandâme. I like the thought of doing it more often.

Anyway, I have started writing recipes that I know I would like to try. I know I am going to make dinner one night this week for my Mom. I have only gone through one of my own cookbooks so far and then websites, so my agenda for today and this week is to get through the rest of the cookbooks that I own.

:)

Soul

random odds and ends

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to an episode of CSI: NY.

I am enjoying Summer. I'm having a nice time. It is my first summer without Grandâme and Hattie. Usually I go to their house for the Summer. I get super tan and have loads of fun. Of course I also shop like there is no tomorrow. That is where I get most of my clothes actually. I think it gets my mom a little upset because most of my clothes are paid for by them. My mom is not my favorite shopping partner though most times. It is because Grandâme spoils me, that is the grandparent's job. :D

Anyway... not much else on my mind I guess. I am SUPER tired. I didn't sleep wonderfully last night. (That's putting it mildly) I really don't even want to go to work today. I want to go to sleep and sleep for HOURS.

OH! I went shopping today for when Sky and I are together in a couple weeks. Snack-y kind of foods. It made me soooo happy to know that what I was buying was going to be for him. He makes me happy. Like I have pointed out in other posts, it is the little things that he does. *sighs happily* I just love him.

<3

Soul

Love at first laugh

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Piece of Me by Britney Spears.

I would like to address the brilliance of something. A television show. The Office. O-M-G. I am officially in love. When the show started, I wrote it off as another dumb show. I watched once and didn't really get the humor of it all. However this summer I started watching it for free here. I was laughing so hard Hattie would look at me like I was crazy.

I couldn't get enough. So when I returned home I put each season on hold at my local library. I watched them like a crack addict looking for their next score. I just got season three today and I am beyond excited. I LOVE this show! I am just saying, if you aren't watching this show, you are missing out on something so superbly amazing.

I love Jim. He seems like one of those guys who is the perfect man. He has such a good sense of humor, and he is good lookin'. Since I've already seen season four, it sort of ruins season three's Karen thing, but whatever.

I just wanted to inform you of my new love...

=)

Soul

Life Love Live

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to NO MUSIC! = (

Anyways... I am visiting my Grandâme and my Hattie (my grandpa and Grandâme's husband). I am so excited to be here. I have already been so occupied and thrilled just to be here. Although I have eaten out EVERY DAY since I've been with them. Surprisingly though I have dropped two pounds. I have been working out with Hattie and doing water aerobics with Grandâme. Also, drum roll please, I'm going to start volunteering.

There is a no kill animal shelter in the town I'm in, so it is a perfect volunteer place. I miss my cat and animals love me. So I figure it's a win-win. I don't even care about putting it down on my college applications, I'm purely just doing it to feel good.

Well, there is this guy out here. I shall call him Bucket. I'll write more when there is more to know...

= )

Soul