Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga.
I spent the holidays with Grandâme and Hattie, it was so nice. I was run down to empty, but I was spending holidays with family so that made me happy. I was literally run down to empty though. I didn't get a moments rest. Which was fine because I rarely see them so it is nice to run around and fit everything in.
Although it meant that I was also away from Sky for two weeks. Which meant that the house went without cleaning for two weeks. I came into the house happy, excited to see the dogs and rest a bit. I did not sleep at all due to my early flight this morning. I was looking forward to sleeping in my bed and getting some zzzzs before Sky got home. We talked yesterday and he made it seem like the house was decent. I knew that he wouldn't clean the toilets or anything like that, but I expected the house to be decent.
I walked in the house and was... disappointed. Not that it is filthy or anything, but it is definitely too dirty for me. I don't understand how crumbs are not cleaned up. Especially from areas that aren't supposed to have crumbs! I don't understand how hard it is to run the water after a shave to clean the sink. I just don't get how the mess doesn't get to him.
I was thinking about it though, and I didn't leave the house in pristine condition either though. There were things that needed to get done. There were things that could have been cleaner. I was definitely slacking on my household duties.
I still feel like crying though. I am so exhausted and I can't sleep. I need to clean. I already cleaned the sink, and I feel like that just sapped any energy I had. To even think about doing anything else makes me want to curl into a ball and start sobbing. Oh well, it needs to get done. Sleeping is for losers anyway...
:-/
Soul
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Showing posts with label sky. Show all posts
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Holidays
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Last Christmas by Wham!
It's been a while since I've blogged here.
I'm sort of Grrrr...
Having a fabulous time with family, but Sky and I are apart.
It is Grrrrrr-worthy.
I miss him.
It frustrates me.
:/
Soul
I'm currently listening to Last Christmas by Wham!
It's been a while since I've blogged here.
I'm sort of Grrrr...
Having a fabulous time with family, but Sky and I are apart.
It is Grrrrrr-worthy.
I miss him.
It frustrates me.
:/
Soul
Friday, November 13, 2009
Fabulous.
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently watching RW/RR Challenge: The Ruins.
So Sky was on a business trip for the past couple of days. That's all fine and dandy. So this morning I woke up with him early and was putzing around with him. He looked over at me and said that he bought something for me. I was genuinely surprised, my heart filled with excitment. He pulled out this little box with the Liberty Bell on it. My heart felt like love was overfilling it. I opened the box to find a small bell. Sky knows that I collect bells from a small conversation we had once. Nothing could have been better. I have the most amazing boyfriend ever.
<3
Soul
I'm currently watching RW/RR Challenge: The Ruins.
So Sky was on a business trip for the past couple of days. That's all fine and dandy. So this morning I woke up with him early and was putzing around with him. He looked over at me and said that he bought something for me. I was genuinely surprised, my heart filled with excitment. He pulled out this little box with the Liberty Bell on it. My heart felt like love was overfilling it. I opened the box to find a small bell. Sky knows that I collect bells from a small conversation we had once. Nothing could have been better. I have the most amazing boyfriend ever.
<3
Soul
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Today.
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Picture by Kid Rock feat. Sheryl Crow.
So today was a bit of a headache so far. I woke up late-ish. Not a bad thing, but the dogs were barking as soon as they saw me to go outside. I felt awful that they needed to go and I didn't take them at the normal time. One of them was mad and even though we were outside for more than a half hour decided to save his messy treats for the floor in the dining room. How pleasant. I then spent over two hours talking a friend up from her emotionally low point because of her boyfriend.
I then called Sky to ask what I should have for lunch. He was busy and I felt like shit for bothering him. I then ate lunch and browsed around online for a job. No, browsing is the wrong word. I scoured the internet for a job, only to be faced once again with the dim realization that right now there is nothing.
Today is just not a good day for me. I want to curl up under the covers and go back to sleep. I want to cry. This is so not like me...
I love being here... being with Sky... but I miss what I left behind too. I know I am in the right place, but when you are being faced with bugs, no car, no job, and no school, sometimes the old things get glamorized. I know that I made the right decision. The place that I was at was not healthy for me. It was wearing on me and I couldn't do anything about it. Now I am loved and welcomed in my home. I knew that I would get homesick eventually, and I think the overly hormonal state I'm in right now doesn't help these feelings, but seriously, going back to bed looks really good right now.
Oh... and I love Sky. We live a very 1950s-esque household. Which I love. But I handle the housework. Dishes, cleaning, etc etc etc. Well, we have a tiny bug issue that has me literally scared to go into my kitchen. Sky did the dishes last night. At that moment I fell a little bit more in love with him. I am head over heels. I love him with all of my heart. He is the best man in the whole world.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Picture by Kid Rock feat. Sheryl Crow.
So today was a bit of a headache so far. I woke up late-ish. Not a bad thing, but the dogs were barking as soon as they saw me to go outside. I felt awful that they needed to go and I didn't take them at the normal time. One of them was mad and even though we were outside for more than a half hour decided to save his messy treats for the floor in the dining room. How pleasant. I then spent over two hours talking a friend up from her emotionally low point because of her boyfriend.
I then called Sky to ask what I should have for lunch. He was busy and I felt like shit for bothering him. I then ate lunch and browsed around online for a job. No, browsing is the wrong word. I scoured the internet for a job, only to be faced once again with the dim realization that right now there is nothing.
Today is just not a good day for me. I want to curl up under the covers and go back to sleep. I want to cry. This is so not like me...
I love being here... being with Sky... but I miss what I left behind too. I know I am in the right place, but when you are being faced with bugs, no car, no job, and no school, sometimes the old things get glamorized. I know that I made the right decision. The place that I was at was not healthy for me. It was wearing on me and I couldn't do anything about it. Now I am loved and welcomed in my home. I knew that I would get homesick eventually, and I think the overly hormonal state I'm in right now doesn't help these feelings, but seriously, going back to bed looks really good right now.
Oh... and I love Sky. We live a very 1950s-esque household. Which I love. But I handle the housework. Dishes, cleaning, etc etc etc. Well, we have a tiny bug issue that has me literally scared to go into my kitchen. Sky did the dishes last night. At that moment I fell a little bit more in love with him. I am head over heels. I love him with all of my heart. He is the best man in the whole world.
:)
Soul
Friday, October 9, 2009
Friday night.
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently watching something Sky has on in the background.
My Friday night has been so nice. Sky came home, we ate dinner, did some stuff around the house, had some fun, and are now relaxing with a movie on. It is so nice to be able to curl up next to him. :) I actually wanted this to be a longer post, but now that I'm thinking about it... why am I sitting at the computer instead of sitting next to my sexy sexy sexy boyfriend???
:D
Soul
I'm currently watching something Sky has on in the background.
My Friday night has been so nice. Sky came home, we ate dinner, did some stuff around the house, had some fun, and are now relaxing with a movie on. It is so nice to be able to curl up next to him. :) I actually wanted this to be a longer post, but now that I'm thinking about it... why am I sitting at the computer instead of sitting next to my sexy sexy sexy boyfriend???
:D
Soul
Monday, October 5, 2009
Getting There
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Crazy Possessive by Kaci Battaglia.
I am settling in my new home. It is nice and cozy. The spare bedroom is mysteriously colder than the rest of the house. I am definitely keeping myself busy. There is so much to do and I would love to have it done already but that would be impossible. This is the first time that I am tackling everything by myself. It is a bit overwhelming, but I like that Sky knows that I will get it all done. The bathroom is completely in terms of cleaning. The only things left to do are minor but require asking Sky some questions.
I have washed all the new dishes and put them away. I am going to need to do laundry later this week, but to be honest it is one of the last things on my list. Sky and I have enough clothes to last and there is so much to be done inside the house I really don't want to leave for something like that. Weird, but true. I'm thinking maybe early next week I will make it into a day long affair. Because, to be honest, Sky has way more laundry than I would expect. >.< Laundry definitely isn't one of my favorite things to do. Not at all. That's okay though... Once we get all of it done then I will figure out a more stable way to handle it where it is not a day-long thing and just a two hour trip or something.
I have cleaned off the dining room table although I want to do more tonight. Just to organize it. All of the trash is off of it now. Lol, just as I typed that I found three more pieces of trash on it. Into a trash pile! :D I love cleaning for Sky. It calms me and puts a smile on my face, even though the task is daunting. Tomorrow I think I want to put my clothes away, but I cannot go into the spare bedroom now.
Sky has a lot of clothes and I don't know exactly how he has them organized now, there are drawers, but it is sort of confusing. I'm not too worried about it. I am going to clean a decorative ledge above the fireplace so I can start to figure out what to put there. Right now there is a bunch of random things.
The most annoying thing to me is the floors but I know I can't do those until everything else is done, or else I'll just end up redoing it. I got the floors in the bathroom and that is what was really irritating me.
I started looking at prices for a new tub/tub surround today. I just don't think that I can get the tub any cleaner and I've used comet three times already.
My only woe right now is my lack of hot water. The gas isn't activated yet and I hate cold showers. Not to mention, shaving is a bitch with cold water. Skin gets all prickly with goosebumps and I cut myself. Grrrrrr. Not pleasant. Not at all. Also I have this really weird bug bite.
I am doing well though. Better than well. Amazing. I am happy in my home. That hasn't been something I have been able to say for a long time.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Crazy Possessive by Kaci Battaglia.
I am settling in my new home. It is nice and cozy. The spare bedroom is mysteriously colder than the rest of the house. I am definitely keeping myself busy. There is so much to do and I would love to have it done already but that would be impossible. This is the first time that I am tackling everything by myself. It is a bit overwhelming, but I like that Sky knows that I will get it all done. The bathroom is completely in terms of cleaning. The only things left to do are minor but require asking Sky some questions.
I have washed all the new dishes and put them away. I am going to need to do laundry later this week, but to be honest it is one of the last things on my list. Sky and I have enough clothes to last and there is so much to be done inside the house I really don't want to leave for something like that. Weird, but true. I'm thinking maybe early next week I will make it into a day long affair. Because, to be honest, Sky has way more laundry than I would expect. >.< Laundry definitely isn't one of my favorite things to do. Not at all. That's okay though... Once we get all of it done then I will figure out a more stable way to handle it where it is not a day-long thing and just a two hour trip or something.
I have cleaned off the dining room table although I want to do more tonight. Just to organize it. All of the trash is off of it now. Lol, just as I typed that I found three more pieces of trash on it. Into a trash pile! :D I love cleaning for Sky. It calms me and puts a smile on my face, even though the task is daunting. Tomorrow I think I want to put my clothes away, but I cannot go into the spare bedroom now.
Sky has a lot of clothes and I don't know exactly how he has them organized now, there are drawers, but it is sort of confusing. I'm not too worried about it. I am going to clean a decorative ledge above the fireplace so I can start to figure out what to put there. Right now there is a bunch of random things.
The most annoying thing to me is the floors but I know I can't do those until everything else is done, or else I'll just end up redoing it. I got the floors in the bathroom and that is what was really irritating me.
I started looking at prices for a new tub/tub surround today. I just don't think that I can get the tub any cleaner and I've used comet three times already.
My only woe right now is my lack of hot water. The gas isn't activated yet and I hate cold showers. Not to mention, shaving is a bitch with cold water. Skin gets all prickly with goosebumps and I cut myself. Grrrrrr. Not pleasant. Not at all. Also I have this really weird bug bite.
I am doing well though. Better than well. Amazing. I am happy in my home. That hasn't been something I have been able to say for a long time.
:)
Soul
Sunday, October 4, 2009
My New Life
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Everyone's At It by Lily Allen.
I moved yesterday. I am happy. I am in the process of cleaning. The bathroom right now specifically.
Now I am eating [a really really good PB&J sandwich. Mmmmm]. I still am in the middle of cleaning the bathroom though. Just took a dinner break. So far I've cleaned the floor and the toilet. I've still got this one section of floor to clean that was just too hard to reach the first go-around. That bit should only take about five minutes though. So I'm not worried about it. I want the bathroom all cleaned by the time I go to bed. It shouldn't be a problem the only things I have left to do in there is the shower and the sink/cabinet combo.
I think after that, depending on how much time I have, I might wash the dishes we bought yesterday. I just don't know if I'll be up for setting all of the bathroom things tonight. I might save that for a morning job. I might go through the box and separate things though. That wouldn't be too bad. Eh, who knows. We'll see how I feel after finishing cleaning.
I love Sky. He has done so much for me. He is the most amazing person ever. At a point where I was left with no options, he gave me one. I am happy with him. I love him, and I am in love with him.
I am now living with two dogs instead of my loving adorable cat. The dogs are cute. I am getting used to them. They are sleeping at my feet right now, so you can't knock their lovingness either... They listen well [for the most part] too.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Everyone's At It by Lily Allen.
I moved yesterday. I am happy. I am in the process of cleaning. The bathroom right now specifically.
Now I am eating [a really really good PB&J sandwich. Mmmmm]. I still am in the middle of cleaning the bathroom though. Just took a dinner break. So far I've cleaned the floor and the toilet. I've still got this one section of floor to clean that was just too hard to reach the first go-around. That bit should only take about five minutes though. So I'm not worried about it. I want the bathroom all cleaned by the time I go to bed. It shouldn't be a problem the only things I have left to do in there is the shower and the sink/cabinet combo.
I think after that, depending on how much time I have, I might wash the dishes we bought yesterday. I just don't know if I'll be up for setting all of the bathroom things tonight. I might save that for a morning job. I might go through the box and separate things though. That wouldn't be too bad. Eh, who knows. We'll see how I feel after finishing cleaning.
I love Sky. He has done so much for me. He is the most amazing person ever. At a point where I was left with no options, he gave me one. I am happy with him. I love him, and I am in love with him.
I am now living with two dogs instead of my loving adorable cat. The dogs are cute. I am getting used to them. They are sleeping at my feet right now, so you can't knock their lovingness either... They listen well [for the most part] too.
:)
Soul
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Come Round Soon by Sara Bareilles.
I'm dancing around my bedroom and singing my heart out. It is one of my favorite things to do. I am by no means the next American Idol, but I don't care. It is such a relaxing thing for me. It washes all of the bad things away and leaves me calm and happy.
I am anxiously waiting Saturday to be here. I want it to be now. I am so excited. You should be too.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Come Round Soon by Sara Bareilles.
I'm dancing around my bedroom and singing my heart out. It is one of my favorite things to do. I am by no means the next American Idol, but I don't care. It is such a relaxing thing for me. It washes all of the bad things away and leaves me calm and happy.
I am anxiously waiting Saturday to be here. I want it to be now. I am so excited. You should be too.
:)
Soul
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Closer
Hey Everyone.
I am currently watching Lost.
I woke up this morning and looked around my room and realized that I would not be waking up to the cool blue walls for much longer. My room is no longer my room. I am in transit. I am not welcome. I am a guest in what used to be my home. I am moving in with Sky on Saturday. This isn't the way we wanted this to happen, but both of us are excited about it.
I am excited about getting there and cleaning. Cleaning calms me. I am excited to just be with Sky. It isn't a trip, it is together. I am scared and excited. More so excited though. We've talked about a lot of things. Mundane things that make me so excited.
I look around my house now and realize that it isn't my home anymore. It is sad. I'm not about to say that it has really set in yet, but it has a little bit. Strange...
:/
Soul
I am currently watching Lost.
I woke up this morning and looked around my room and realized that I would not be waking up to the cool blue walls for much longer. My room is no longer my room. I am in transit. I am not welcome. I am a guest in what used to be my home. I am moving in with Sky on Saturday. This isn't the way we wanted this to happen, but both of us are excited about it.
I am excited about getting there and cleaning. Cleaning calms me. I am excited to just be with Sky. It isn't a trip, it is together. I am scared and excited. More so excited though. We've talked about a lot of things. Mundane things that make me so excited.
I look around my house now and realize that it isn't my home anymore. It is sad. I'm not about to say that it has really set in yet, but it has a little bit. Strange...
:/
Soul
Friday, September 18, 2009
Looking Forward
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Sexy Bitch by David Guetta [For my english class!].
I am so sorry that I have not blogged in a while. Sky was in for a visit and school and work take up so much time. But I am blogging now. :) So please forgive me. :-P I had a bit of a hard time last night. I cried because I missed Sky. A lot of things just washed over me. I think it was good though, because I didn't cry as much after Sky left as I usually do. I had all of these pent up emotions that hadn't come out. Sky is really the best boyfriend ever. I called him in the middle of the night, crying. He woke up and attended to me. Seriously, the best boyfriend ever.
I am looking forward to the next time he is in though. Super excited. We will either be seeing each other either at the end of October or the early-mid November. Either way I am looking forward to a couple things. I want to sleep next to him again. I want to kiss him again. I want to hold hands with him again. I want to see the way his smile starts in his eyes before it travels down to his mouth. I want to kiss my favorite freckle of his. I want to feel his arms around me again. I want to feel safe in his embrace. I want to feel the breath of his whisper in my ear. I want to hear his voice and being able to feel him at the same time. I want a lot. I want all of him.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Sexy Bitch by David Guetta [For my english class!].
I am so sorry that I have not blogged in a while. Sky was in for a visit and school and work take up so much time. But I am blogging now. :) So please forgive me. :-P I had a bit of a hard time last night. I cried because I missed Sky. A lot of things just washed over me. I think it was good though, because I didn't cry as much after Sky left as I usually do. I had all of these pent up emotions that hadn't come out. Sky is really the best boyfriend ever. I called him in the middle of the night, crying. He woke up and attended to me. Seriously, the best boyfriend ever.
I am looking forward to the next time he is in though. Super excited. We will either be seeing each other either at the end of October or the early-mid November. Either way I am looking forward to a couple things. I want to sleep next to him again. I want to kiss him again. I want to hold hands with him again. I want to see the way his smile starts in his eyes before it travels down to his mouth. I want to kiss my favorite freckle of his. I want to feel his arms around me again. I want to feel safe in his embrace. I want to feel the breath of his whisper in my ear. I want to hear his voice and being able to feel him at the same time. I want a lot. I want all of him.
:)
Soul
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Bored...
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to If I can't Have you by Kelly Clarkson.
64 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked...
1. First thing you wash in the shower? my hair.
2. What color is your favourite hoodie? blue
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? definitely
4. Do you plan outfits? depends
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired but not sleepy
6. What's the closest thing to you that's red? a folder.
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? Sky and I were sitting at a table and holding hands while talking. My dreams are so interesting... :P
8. Did you meet anybody new today? ummm... nope
9. What are you craving right now? sex.
10. Do you floss? I try to remember
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? my coworker of course!!!!
12. Are you emotional? yeah
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000? uhhh... not that I recall
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick
15. Do you like your hair? yeppers
16. Do you like yourself? mmhmm. :D
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? Definitely. I would go out with any President, that would be fascinating.
18. What are you listening to right now? Ummm, look above, Kelly Clarkson
19. Are your parents strict? hahaha
20. Would you go sky diving? never say never.
21. Do you like cottage cheese? UGH, HELL NO.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity? ummm, a famous football player.
23. Do you rent movies often? I redbox movies.
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in? my diamond necklace is the closest sparkly thing.
25. How many countries have you been to? only US sadly
26. Have you made a prank phone call? oh man... yeah... funny story. [Sky, remind me to tell you that story... mortifying looking back on it]
27. Ever been on a train? yep
28. Brown or white eggs? white
29. Do you have a cell-phone? yeah.
30. Do you use chap stick? not usually
31. Do you own a gun? nope
32. Can you use chop sticks? yep, thanks to Manhattan.
33. Who are you going to be with tonight? well, "tonight" is going to be over in 21 minutes.
34. Are you too forgiving? I think I am just the right amount of forgiving.
35. Ever been in love? am currently.
36. Who is your best friend(s)? Platinum.
37. Ever have cream puffs? yeah.
38. Last time you cried? tonight. I'm such a sap.
39. What was the last question you asked? Will you text me before you go to bed?
40. Favourite time of the year? Fall.
41. Do you have any tattoos? no.
42. Are you sarcastic? sarcastic? me? never...
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? HELL YES!
44. Ever walked into a wall? hahaha, multiple times.
45. Favourite colour? midnight blue
46. Have you ever slapped someone? no, but I want to... weird want...
47. Is your hair curly? not naturally
48. What was the last CD you bought? Dark Horse- Nickelback
49. Do looks matter? not the most important thing, but you'd be lying if you said they don't matter at all.
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater? no.
51. Is your phone bill sky high? nope :)
52. Do you like your life right now? heck yes, for the majority.
53. Do you sleep with the TV on? sometimes.
54. Can you handle the truth? yes
55. Do you have good vision? nope.
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? dislike, yes. Hate, no.
57. How often do you talk on the phone? every day.
58. The last person you held hands with? My youngest cousin.
59. What are you wearing? gray tank top. Victoria's Secret panties.
60. What is your favourite animal/Mammal? Dogs/cats.
61. Where was your default picture taken at? made it in photoshop
62. Can you hula hoop? not well.
63. Do you have a job? yep >.<
64. What was the most recent thing you bought? flip-flops, duck tape, something for Sky, and lotion.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to If I can't Have you by Kelly Clarkson.
64 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked...
1. First thing you wash in the shower? my hair.
2. What color is your favourite hoodie? blue
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? definitely
4. Do you plan outfits? depends
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired but not sleepy
6. What's the closest thing to you that's red? a folder.
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? Sky and I were sitting at a table and holding hands while talking. My dreams are so interesting... :P
8. Did you meet anybody new today? ummm... nope
9. What are you craving right now? sex.
10. Do you floss? I try to remember
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? my coworker of course!!!!
12. Are you emotional? yeah
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000? uhhh... not that I recall
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick
15. Do you like your hair? yeppers
16. Do you like yourself? mmhmm. :D
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? Definitely. I would go out with any President, that would be fascinating.
18. What are you listening to right now? Ummm, look above, Kelly Clarkson
19. Are your parents strict? hahaha
20. Would you go sky diving? never say never.
21. Do you like cottage cheese? UGH, HELL NO.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity? ummm, a famous football player.
23. Do you rent movies often? I redbox movies.
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in? my diamond necklace is the closest sparkly thing.
25. How many countries have you been to? only US sadly
26. Have you made a prank phone call? oh man... yeah... funny story. [Sky, remind me to tell you that story... mortifying looking back on it]
27. Ever been on a train? yep
28. Brown or white eggs? white
29. Do you have a cell-phone? yeah.
30. Do you use chap stick? not usually
31. Do you own a gun? nope
32. Can you use chop sticks? yep, thanks to Manhattan.
33. Who are you going to be with tonight? well, "tonight" is going to be over in 21 minutes.
34. Are you too forgiving? I think I am just the right amount of forgiving.
35. Ever been in love? am currently.
36. Who is your best friend(s)? Platinum.
37. Ever have cream puffs? yeah.
38. Last time you cried? tonight. I'm such a sap.
39. What was the last question you asked? Will you text me before you go to bed?
40. Favourite time of the year? Fall.
41. Do you have any tattoos? no.
42. Are you sarcastic? sarcastic? me? never...
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? HELL YES!
44. Ever walked into a wall? hahaha, multiple times.
45. Favourite colour? midnight blue
46. Have you ever slapped someone? no, but I want to... weird want...
47. Is your hair curly? not naturally
48. What was the last CD you bought? Dark Horse- Nickelback
49. Do looks matter? not the most important thing, but you'd be lying if you said they don't matter at all.
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater? no.
51. Is your phone bill sky high? nope :)
52. Do you like your life right now? heck yes, for the majority.
53. Do you sleep with the TV on? sometimes.
54. Can you handle the truth? yes
55. Do you have good vision? nope.
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? dislike, yes. Hate, no.
57. How often do you talk on the phone? every day.
58. The last person you held hands with? My youngest cousin.
59. What are you wearing? gray tank top. Victoria's Secret panties.
60. What is your favourite animal/Mammal? Dogs/cats.
61. Where was your default picture taken at? made it in photoshop
62. Can you hula hoop? not well.
63. Do you have a job? yep >.<
64. What was the most recent thing you bought? flip-flops, duck tape, something for Sky, and lotion.
:)
Soul
My Phone... My Life.
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to I want You by Kelly Clarkson.
1. Do you have a camera phone? If so who's the 3rd picture of?
Yes, me.
2. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter m?
My aunt.
3. Who's the last person you called? Why?
Sky! To ask him if he wanted me to buy some duck tape.
4. Who was your last missed call from? Why didn't you pick up?
Sky, because I didn't hear it of course.
5. Who's the 5th person who comes up under C?
My younger cousin.
6. Who's your speed dial number 2?
My mom's cell.
7. Who was your last received call from?
Sky. LOL, is there any wonder why we need to be on the same provider now?
8. What does your banner say?
:( don't have one...
9. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
10, just deleted.
10. What is the background? Why?
my kitty. Because he is the cutest cat EVER.
11. Who's speed dial number 1?
voicemail
12. Who is the 5th message from in your inbox? What's it say?
From my friend... [She needs a nickname... I'm calling her...] Kitten. Her message says- "It just now told me you went mobile... I've still been talking to you lol"
13. Who is the first person under B?
A woman whose daughter I babysit.
14. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
six
15. What service do you have?
AT&T
16. Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox.
Sky, Kitten, Flash, Mediterranean, and another random guy.
17. who is the 5th person under a?
Kitten!
18. who is the 9th person on your missed calls list?
Sky. lol....
19. What does the 6th text message say in your inbox?
Hope all is well babe!
20. who is the first person in your contacts?
Manhattan.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to I want You by Kelly Clarkson.
1. Do you have a camera phone? If so who's the 3rd picture of?
Yes, me.
2. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter m?
My aunt.
3. Who's the last person you called? Why?
Sky! To ask him if he wanted me to buy some duck tape.
4. Who was your last missed call from? Why didn't you pick up?
Sky, because I didn't hear it of course.
5. Who's the 5th person who comes up under C?
My younger cousin.
6. Who's your speed dial number 2?
My mom's cell.
7. Who was your last received call from?
Sky. LOL, is there any wonder why we need to be on the same provider now?
8. What does your banner say?
:( don't have one...
9. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
10, just deleted.
10. What is the background? Why?
my kitty. Because he is the cutest cat EVER.
11. Who's speed dial number 1?
voicemail
12. Who is the 5th message from in your inbox? What's it say?
From my friend... [She needs a nickname... I'm calling her...] Kitten. Her message says- "It just now told me you went mobile... I've still been talking to you lol"
13. Who is the first person under B?
A woman whose daughter I babysit.
14. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
six
15. What service do you have?
AT&T
16. Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox.
Sky, Kitten, Flash, Mediterranean, and another random guy.
17. who is the 5th person under a?
Kitten!
18. who is the 9th person on your missed calls list?
Sky. lol....
19. What does the 6th text message say in your inbox?
Hope all is well babe!
20. who is the first person in your contacts?
Manhattan.
:)
Soul
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Nerves
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Poker Face by Lady GaGa.
School starts tomorrow. I am really excited. I already know that I am going to stop at Starbucks and get a Chai Tea Latte [I love them! They are my new favorite thing thanks to Sky] before class. I am worried. Well, not worried, but definitely a little nervous. I always get nervous before the first day of school, but this is even bigger, this is college. It is a whole new arena. I am very excited. I already figured out where the wifi areas are so I can talk during my free periods. Although Monday I don't have any... Just 15 minutes between classes. Although I don't know if I am going to bring it my first week... We'll see. I think I'll make that determination tomorrow. I might want to bring it on Tues/Thurs for my downtime. I have over two hours free each day.
I am very excited. This is a new chapter in my life and I cannot wait for it to begin. I love school and can't wait to start back up.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Poker Face by Lady GaGa.
School starts tomorrow. I am really excited. I already know that I am going to stop at Starbucks and get a Chai Tea Latte [I love them! They are my new favorite thing thanks to Sky] before class. I am worried. Well, not worried, but definitely a little nervous. I always get nervous before the first day of school, but this is even bigger, this is college. It is a whole new arena. I am very excited. I already figured out where the wifi areas are so I can talk during my free periods. Although Monday I don't have any... Just 15 minutes between classes. Although I don't know if I am going to bring it my first week... We'll see. I think I'll make that determination tomorrow. I might want to bring it on Tues/Thurs for my downtime. I have over two hours free each day.
I am very excited. This is a new chapter in my life and I cannot wait for it to begin. I love school and can't wait to start back up.
:)
Soul
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Titanic
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Dickhead by Kate Nash.
Tonight is a titanic disappointment. Okay, not really. When I am in a sad mood I watch Titanic and cry and feel all better by the time that it ends. Don't ask why, it just is. Well, the other day I bought some mascara and decided I wanted to test out if it streaks. So today, I thought, what better way to do that then to put on Titanic?
The movie came on, and nothing. Not its usual effect. I think it is because I am so darn happy! Sky has put this happy spell over me. I even was disinterested in the movie. *shocked face* I mean, it's TITANIC!!!! How can you be disinterested??? But I was. So now I am wearing mascara and unable to cry. All thanks to Sky. Making me all cry resistant.
:-P
Soul
I'm currently listening to Dickhead by Kate Nash.
Tonight is a titanic disappointment. Okay, not really. When I am in a sad mood I watch Titanic and cry and feel all better by the time that it ends. Don't ask why, it just is. Well, the other day I bought some mascara and decided I wanted to test out if it streaks. So today, I thought, what better way to do that then to put on Titanic?
The movie came on, and nothing. Not its usual effect. I think it is because I am so darn happy! Sky has put this happy spell over me. I even was disinterested in the movie. *shocked face* I mean, it's TITANIC!!!! How can you be disinterested??? But I was. So now I am wearing mascara and unable to cry. All thanks to Sky. Making me all cry resistant.
:-P
Soul
Monday, August 17, 2009
Hindsight is 20/20
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Battlefield by Jordin Sparks.
Have I told you all how much I love Sky? Because I do. It's his birthday tomorrow... I wish I was there to celebrate with him. But I am doing what I can. I feel really shitty about his presents because I made sure to think about what I got him and everything, then WHAM, I was careless about the shipping and such. So the presents will not get there until Thurs or Fri. :( It makes me feel really sad and really stupid. I wish that I put as much thought into the shipping as I did the actual presents. I know he says that it is the thought that counts, but I still feel really bad.
My stomach is killing me. I ate some bread with peppercorn in it, and I feel sick. I don't think the bread is good, I just bought the darn loaf!!! Grrrrr... I need money... I am buying shoes tomorrow. They are these great wedges. I am stoked.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Battlefield by Jordin Sparks.
Have I told you all how much I love Sky? Because I do. It's his birthday tomorrow... I wish I was there to celebrate with him. But I am doing what I can. I feel really shitty about his presents because I made sure to think about what I got him and everything, then WHAM, I was careless about the shipping and such. So the presents will not get there until Thurs or Fri. :( It makes me feel really sad and really stupid. I wish that I put as much thought into the shipping as I did the actual presents. I know he says that it is the thought that counts, but I still feel really bad.
My stomach is killing me. I ate some bread with peppercorn in it, and I feel sick. I don't think the bread is good, I just bought the darn loaf!!! Grrrrr... I need money... I am buying shoes tomorrow. They are these great wedges. I am stoked.
:)
Soul
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Sky's Words
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Battlefield by Jordan Sparks.
So, I am blogging once again... I have been told that apparently I am a blog-a-holic. I do not mind. I like writing. I think I need to keep in mind though that my frequency is rarely matched. I need to remember that I cannot get upset when someone doesn't blog as often as I do, because not too many people do.
But that was not the topic of this blog. Sky is fantastic, as you all know, but he is great with making me feel good. If I am having a rough day, which I have had a few of over the past couple of weeks, he knows just how to get me through it. If I am sad and missing him, he knows exactly what to say. It is like he can get into my mind and find exactly what I need to hear, because it is not all the same. He is amazing. Just plainly amazing.
I love him so much. I know right now these issues with my family are not the greatest thing, but I think in a weird way, it has made me feel closer to him. I know that he is in this, I have seen that a thousand times over. I am so lucky. I am done letting what anyone says bother me. I haven't let it bring me down, but I have let it hurt, and I am done. I know what I am doing is what is right for me. Everyone else can learn to deal.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Battlefield by Jordan Sparks.
So, I am blogging once again... I have been told that apparently I am a blog-a-holic. I do not mind. I like writing. I think I need to keep in mind though that my frequency is rarely matched. I need to remember that I cannot get upset when someone doesn't blog as often as I do, because not too many people do.
But that was not the topic of this blog. Sky is fantastic, as you all know, but he is great with making me feel good. If I am having a rough day, which I have had a few of over the past couple of weeks, he knows just how to get me through it. If I am sad and missing him, he knows exactly what to say. It is like he can get into my mind and find exactly what I need to hear, because it is not all the same. He is amazing. Just plainly amazing.
I love him so much. I know right now these issues with my family are not the greatest thing, but I think in a weird way, it has made me feel closer to him. I know that he is in this, I have seen that a thousand times over. I am so lucky. I am done letting what anyone says bother me. I haven't let it bring me down, but I have let it hurt, and I am done. I know what I am doing is what is right for me. Everyone else can learn to deal.
:)
Soul
Monday, July 27, 2009
Project Recipe
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift.
I have this project that I am working on, a cookbook. One with recipes that I have collected from cookbooks that I own and various websites. I have thought about doing it for a while, but I finally had a reason to do it. I know it might sound completely silly, but I like thinking, I could cook this for Sky. *blushes* I just love him. Making him dinner is HIGH on my list of things that I want to do. I love cooking/baking anyway but doing it FOR SKY is what makes me smile. I have dabbled here and there with cooking from scratch, usually that happens when I'm with Hattie and Grandâme. I like the thought of doing it more often.
Anyway, I have started writing recipes that I know I would like to try. I know I am going to make dinner one night this week for my Mom. I have only gone through one of my own cookbooks so far and then websites, so my agenda for today and this week is to get through the rest of the cookbooks that I own.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift.
I have this project that I am working on, a cookbook. One with recipes that I have collected from cookbooks that I own and various websites. I have thought about doing it for a while, but I finally had a reason to do it. I know it might sound completely silly, but I like thinking, I could cook this for Sky. *blushes* I just love him. Making him dinner is HIGH on my list of things that I want to do. I love cooking/baking anyway but doing it FOR SKY is what makes me smile. I have dabbled here and there with cooking from scratch, usually that happens when I'm with Hattie and Grandâme. I like the thought of doing it more often.
Anyway, I have started writing recipes that I know I would like to try. I know I am going to make dinner one night this week for my Mom. I have only gone through one of my own cookbooks so far and then websites, so my agenda for today and this week is to get through the rest of the cookbooks that I own.
:)
Soul
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Sky is good for me!
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently watching a baby monitor still.
So, I just read Sky's new blog post and I have been thinking lately on how much he has influenced me. I have grown up in a very materialistic town where people feel very entitled to the nicest things. I am not materialistic and it annoys me to no end that people who surround me are. I have stopped being friends with people based on it. I don't care if you just bought a new coach purse and have eighteen Chanel dresses. I don't really see the purpose it buying something for 10x the amount just because it has a designer stamp on it. I am not saying that you can't buy designer things, I have Coach purses, I have a Gucci scarf, I have other purses as well. [I've never actually bought any of it for myself though] I have gotten them as gifts. I'm not saying I wouldn't buy it for myself, just haven't yet. Having a couple of staple items, is great! I feel like I have gotten off topic though.
Even though the materialism bug hasn't bitten me, I am not completely perfect. Sky has some ideas about helping the economy HERE that I agree with. Once I hear him say them, it makes so much sense. I have always preferred to buy American products, but with the down turn in the economy, it is so much easier to run to the bargain store and buy a product made in China for a cheaper price. However, if we support American made products, it is better for the American economy. Makes sense. I have started to implement this in my life. I made a conscious decision yesterday to make sure I bought an American product. It is easy. Reading some labels, maybe forking over a couple extra bucks, but if it means an upturn in the economy, it's worth it... at least to me. So yeah, I feel like this might have been a little all over the place, but that's it.
:)
Soul
I'm currently watching a baby monitor still.
So, I just read Sky's new blog post and I have been thinking lately on how much he has influenced me. I have grown up in a very materialistic town where people feel very entitled to the nicest things. I am not materialistic and it annoys me to no end that people who surround me are. I have stopped being friends with people based on it. I don't care if you just bought a new coach purse and have eighteen Chanel dresses. I don't really see the purpose it buying something for 10x the amount just because it has a designer stamp on it. I am not saying that you can't buy designer things, I have Coach purses, I have a Gucci scarf, I have other purses as well. [I've never actually bought any of it for myself though] I have gotten them as gifts. I'm not saying I wouldn't buy it for myself, just haven't yet. Having a couple of staple items, is great! I feel like I have gotten off topic though.
Even though the materialism bug hasn't bitten me, I am not completely perfect. Sky has some ideas about helping the economy HERE that I agree with. Once I hear him say them, it makes so much sense. I have always preferred to buy American products, but with the down turn in the economy, it is so much easier to run to the bargain store and buy a product made in China for a cheaper price. However, if we support American made products, it is better for the American economy. Makes sense. I have started to implement this in my life. I made a conscious decision yesterday to make sure I bought an American product. It is easy. Reading some labels, maybe forking over a couple extra bucks, but if it means an upturn in the economy, it's worth it... at least to me. So yeah, I feel like this might have been a little all over the place, but that's it.
:)
Soul
Missin' Soul
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently watching a baby monitor.
So, it's Thursday and Sky has been gone since Sunday. It's been hard on me. I'm not going to lie. I miss him. It is much harder this time around. Which is understandable. This time we did so much more than last time. We had much more together time that was not about sex. Which makes a person fall more in love... Well, at least it makes me fall more in love... I've gotten through the days better now. Monday was a hard day, but now I can get through the days without tearing up. The nights are hard though.
My bed seems empty. My arms seem misplaced. The tears come then. I have this baby beenie baby that I got when I was with Sky, and I sleep with it in my hand every night. It helps a little. It is not the same as being able to curl up next to him and feel his flesh next to mine. I got spoiled. I know this. I don't mind. I just want it back.
Last night, Sky and I were talking on the phone and I was in bed. I closed my eyes, pretending he was next to me. It worked for a moment. I could almost smell him [although that might have been the aroma from one of the shirts I have of his]. Then the moment came back to me. I realized he was hundreds of miles away. I broke down a bit. But he knows just the way to make me feel better. I was done crying within two minutes because he had calmed me.
So, I am going a little crazy about this crying thing. I hate crying. I used to never cry at anything in real life. Oh sure, give me a good sappy movie, and the tears will come, but never at real life things. However, now I cry so fricken much. I don't like it. However, I don't know how to stop. I used to NEVER be like this. I know it is about the distance. The tears come when I think about how is not here, or how long it'll be until I see him again. *shrugs* So I know that once we are together, all this stupid crying will finally stop. Thank goodness...
:)
Soul
I'm currently watching a baby monitor.
So, it's Thursday and Sky has been gone since Sunday. It's been hard on me. I'm not going to lie. I miss him. It is much harder this time around. Which is understandable. This time we did so much more than last time. We had much more together time that was not about sex. Which makes a person fall more in love... Well, at least it makes me fall more in love... I've gotten through the days better now. Monday was a hard day, but now I can get through the days without tearing up. The nights are hard though.
My bed seems empty. My arms seem misplaced. The tears come then. I have this baby beenie baby that I got when I was with Sky, and I sleep with it in my hand every night. It helps a little. It is not the same as being able to curl up next to him and feel his flesh next to mine. I got spoiled. I know this. I don't mind. I just want it back.
Last night, Sky and I were talking on the phone and I was in bed. I closed my eyes, pretending he was next to me. It worked for a moment. I could almost smell him [although that might have been the aroma from one of the shirts I have of his]. Then the moment came back to me. I realized he was hundreds of miles away. I broke down a bit. But he knows just the way to make me feel better. I was done crying within two minutes because he had calmed me.
So, I am going a little crazy about this crying thing. I hate crying. I used to never cry at anything in real life. Oh sure, give me a good sappy movie, and the tears will come, but never at real life things. However, now I cry so fricken much. I don't like it. However, I don't know how to stop. I used to NEVER be like this. I know it is about the distance. The tears come when I think about how is not here, or how long it'll be until I see him again. *shrugs* So I know that once we are together, all this stupid crying will finally stop. Thank goodness...
:)
Soul
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Here Kitty... kitty? KITTY!!!!
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Hurt by Johnny Cash.
Sky has a webcam at work, that he apparently forgot to turn off. I logged onto yahoo and saw that he was logged on, then saw the "view my webcam" and got really excited. I clicked it and HE POPPED UP! He was on screen and I got soooo excited. But nope, it is just a frozen image. Bummer right? Oh well. He had on this really nice red shirt today. I don't know why I liked it so much... I just did. It looked really red... Gosh, I sound like an idiot when I say that, but it's true! He's just sexy. He'd look good in some shoelaces and nothing else... But then again, I am completely bias, but it is a bias I love.
Alright, well I wanted to blog about what I did tonight, but I don't have time because I am about to collapse from exhaustion. That'll be tomorrow's topic.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Hurt by Johnny Cash.
Sky has a webcam at work, that he apparently forgot to turn off. I logged onto yahoo and saw that he was logged on, then saw the "view my webcam" and got really excited. I clicked it and HE POPPED UP! He was on screen and I got soooo excited. But nope, it is just a frozen image. Bummer right? Oh well. He had on this really nice red shirt today. I don't know why I liked it so much... I just did. It looked really red... Gosh, I sound like an idiot when I say that, but it's true! He's just sexy. He'd look good in some shoelaces and nothing else... But then again, I am completely bias, but it is a bias I love.
Alright, well I wanted to blog about what I did tonight, but I don't have time because I am about to collapse from exhaustion. That'll be tomorrow's topic.
:)
Soul
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