Clean.

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga.

I spent the holidays with Grandâme and Hattie, it was so nice. I was run down to empty, but I was spending holidays with family so that made me happy. I was literally run down to empty though. I didn't get a moments rest. Which was fine because I rarely see them so it is nice to run around and fit everything in.

Although it meant that I was also away from Sky for two weeks. Which meant that the house went without cleaning for two weeks. I came into the house happy, excited to see the dogs and rest a bit. I did not sleep at all due to my early flight this morning. I was looking forward to sleeping in my bed and getting some zzzzs before Sky got home. We talked yesterday and he made it seem like the house was decent. I knew that he wouldn't clean the toilets or anything like that, but I expected the house to be decent.

I walked in the house and was... disappointed. Not that it is filthy or anything, but it is definitely too dirty for me. I don't understand how crumbs are not cleaned up. Especially from areas that aren't supposed to have crumbs! I don't understand how hard it is to run the water after a shave to clean the sink. I just don't get how the mess doesn't get to him.

I was thinking about it though, and I didn't leave the house in pristine condition either though. There were things that needed to get done. There were things that could have been cleaner. I was definitely slacking on my household duties.

I still feel like crying though. I am so exhausted and I can't sleep. I need to clean. I already cleaned the sink, and I feel like that just sapped any energy I had. To even think about doing anything else makes me want to curl into a ball and start sobbing. Oh well, it needs to get done. Sleeping is for losers anyway...

:-/

Soul

Getting There

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Crazy Possessive by Kaci Battaglia.

I am settling in my new home. It is nice and cozy. The spare bedroom is mysteriously colder than the rest of the house. I am definitely keeping myself busy. There is so much to do and I would love to have it done already but that would be impossible. This is the first time that I am tackling everything by myself. It is a bit overwhelming, but I like that Sky knows that I will get it all done. The bathroom is completely in terms of cleaning. The only things left to do are minor but require asking Sky some questions.

I have washed all the new dishes and put them away. I am going to need to do laundry later this week, but to be honest it is one of the last things on my list. Sky and I have enough clothes to last and there is so much to be done inside the house I really don't want to leave for something like that. Weird, but true. I'm thinking maybe early next week I will make it into a day long affair. Because, to be honest, Sky has way more laundry than I would expect. >.< Laundry definitely isn't one of my favorite things to do. Not at all. That's okay though... Once we get all of it done then I will figure out a more stable way to handle it where it is not a day-long thing and just a two hour trip or something.

I have cleaned off the dining room table although I want to do more tonight. Just to organize it. All of the trash is off of it now. Lol, just as I typed that I found three more pieces of trash on it. Into a trash pile! :D I love cleaning for Sky. It calms me and puts a smile on my face, even though the task is daunting. Tomorrow I think I want to put my clothes away, but I cannot go into the spare bedroom now.

Sky has a lot of clothes and I don't know exactly how he has them organized now, there are drawers, but it is sort of confusing. I'm not too worried about it. I am going to clean a decorative ledge above the fireplace so I can start to figure out what to put there. Right now there is a bunch of random things.

The most annoying thing to me is the floors but I know I can't do those until everything else is done, or else I'll just end up redoing it. I got the floors in the bathroom and that is what was really irritating me.

I started looking at prices for a new tub/tub surround today. I just don't think that I can get the tub any cleaner and I've used comet three times already.

My only woe right now is my lack of hot water. The gas isn't activated yet and I hate cold showers. Not to mention, shaving is a bitch with cold water. Skin gets all prickly with goosebumps and I cut myself. Grrrrrr. Not pleasant. Not at all. Also I have this really weird bug bite.

I am doing well though. Better than well. Amazing. I am happy in my home. That hasn't been something I have been able to say for a long time.

:)

Soul

My New Life

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Everyone's At It by Lily Allen.

I moved yesterday. I am happy. I am in the process of cleaning. The bathroom right now specifically.

Now I am eating [a really really good PB&J sandwich. Mmmmm]. I still am in the middle of cleaning the bathroom though. Just took a dinner break. So far I've cleaned the floor and the toilet. I've still got this one section of floor to clean that was just too hard to reach the first go-around. That bit should only take about five minutes though. So I'm not worried about it. I want the bathroom all cleaned by the time I go to bed. It shouldn't be a problem the only things I have left to do in there is the shower and the sink/cabinet combo.

I think after that, depending on how much time I have, I might wash the dishes we bought yesterday. I just don't know if I'll be up for setting all of the bathroom things tonight. I might save that for a morning job. I might go through the box and separate things though. That wouldn't be too bad. Eh, who knows. We'll see how I feel after finishing cleaning.

I love Sky. He has done so much for me. He is the most amazing person ever. At a point where I was left with no options, he gave me one. I am happy with him. I love him, and I am in love with him.

I am now living with two dogs instead of my loving adorable cat. The dogs are cute. I am getting used to them. They are sleeping at my feet right now, so you can't knock their lovingness either... They listen well [for the most part] too.

:)

Soul