Clean.

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga.

I spent the holidays with Grandâme and Hattie, it was so nice. I was run down to empty, but I was spending holidays with family so that made me happy. I was literally run down to empty though. I didn't get a moments rest. Which was fine because I rarely see them so it is nice to run around and fit everything in.

Although it meant that I was also away from Sky for two weeks. Which meant that the house went without cleaning for two weeks. I came into the house happy, excited to see the dogs and rest a bit. I did not sleep at all due to my early flight this morning. I was looking forward to sleeping in my bed and getting some zzzzs before Sky got home. We talked yesterday and he made it seem like the house was decent. I knew that he wouldn't clean the toilets or anything like that, but I expected the house to be decent.

I walked in the house and was... disappointed. Not that it is filthy or anything, but it is definitely too dirty for me. I don't understand how crumbs are not cleaned up. Especially from areas that aren't supposed to have crumbs! I don't understand how hard it is to run the water after a shave to clean the sink. I just don't get how the mess doesn't get to him.

I was thinking about it though, and I didn't leave the house in pristine condition either though. There were things that needed to get done. There were things that could have been cleaner. I was definitely slacking on my household duties.

I still feel like crying though. I am so exhausted and I can't sleep. I need to clean. I already cleaned the sink, and I feel like that just sapped any energy I had. To even think about doing anything else makes me want to curl into a ball and start sobbing. Oh well, it needs to get done. Sleeping is for losers anyway...

:-/

Soul

Project Recipe

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift.

I have this project that I am working on, a cookbook. One with recipes that I have collected from cookbooks that I own and various websites. I have thought about doing it for a while, but I finally had a reason to do it. I know it might sound completely silly, but I like thinking, I could cook this for Sky. *blushes* I just love him. Making him dinner is HIGH on my list of things that I want to do. I love cooking/baking anyway but doing it FOR SKY is what makes me smile. I have dabbled here and there with cooking from scratch, usually that happens when I'm with Hattie and Grandâme. I like the thought of doing it more often.

Anyway, I have started writing recipes that I know I would like to try. I know I am going to make dinner one night this week for my Mom. I have only gone through one of my own cookbooks so far and then websites, so my agenda for today and this week is to get through the rest of the cookbooks that I own.

:)

Soul

random odds and ends

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to an episode of CSI: NY.

I am enjoying Summer. I'm having a nice time. It is my first summer without Grandâme and Hattie. Usually I go to their house for the Summer. I get super tan and have loads of fun. Of course I also shop like there is no tomorrow. That is where I get most of my clothes actually. I think it gets my mom a little upset because most of my clothes are paid for by them. My mom is not my favorite shopping partner though most times. It is because Grandâme spoils me, that is the grandparent's job. :D

Anyway... not much else on my mind I guess. I am SUPER tired. I didn't sleep wonderfully last night. (That's putting it mildly) I really don't even want to go to work today. I want to go to sleep and sleep for HOURS.

OH! I went shopping today for when Sky and I are together in a couple weeks. Snack-y kind of foods. It made me soooo happy to know that what I was buying was going to be for him. He makes me happy. Like I have pointed out in other posts, it is the little things that he does. *sighs happily* I just love him.

<3

Soul

No Dog Days Here!

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to I'm Like a Lawyer With the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off (Me & You) by Fall Out Boy.

Okay, so I am back in my home sweet home abode. I have already seen Manhattan. She is coming over to my home sweet home abode later too. I am extremely tired, but I have way too much to do, no sleeping time. Actually, the reason I am blogging right now is because I have too much to do. What can I say, I procrastinate amazingly well. Okay, let's see. I need to do some work outside, which stinks, because I am not an outdoors girl, AT ALL! Then I need to put away my clothes and everything. Which probably won't be that bad, considering most of the stuff in my suitcase is underwear or formal dresses. I don't think I've ever owned so much underwear in my whole life.

Grandâme one day thought that I needed some new underwear. I was fine with that, every girl can always use some cute new things. However, forty minutes and two hundred dollars later, I have enough underwear to last me at least six months now. My mom thought getting me to do my laundry before was bad, now it'll be impossible.

Anyways, then I also have to clean the cat litter and random other little things. I am happy to be home though. Even if I am a little tired. I'm usually not even awake right now. Although I am really excited because Black Hockey Jesus emailed me! I get really excited over people whose blogs I like. Black Hockey Jesus happens to be one of those people. Really, go read him! He even has me on his blog roll. I know, impressive.

Okay, so I promised myself that I would write a complete post to TDK (The Dark Knight). That will be coming, so get ready for it. It will blow your mind. I saw it at 12:01 am on the Friday it opened. That's all I'm going to say for now.

Oh, for the people who are anxiously awaiting my soap opera blog, I need to catch up, I am two days behind the episodes. Sorry, but I have been away, cut me a break!

I really need to go and start doing the things that I have been procrastinating against. =( Well, I am going back to everyday posts!

=)

Soul

Life Love Live

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to NO MUSIC! = (

Anyways... I am visiting my Grandâme and my Hattie (my grandpa and Grandâme's husband). I am so excited to be here. I have already been so occupied and thrilled just to be here. Although I have eaten out EVERY DAY since I've been with them. Surprisingly though I have dropped two pounds. I have been working out with Hattie and doing water aerobics with Grandâme. Also, drum roll please, I'm going to start volunteering.

There is a no kill animal shelter in the town I'm in, so it is a perfect volunteer place. I miss my cat and animals love me. So I figure it's a win-win. I don't even care about putting it down on my college applications, I'm purely just doing it to feel good.

Well, there is this guy out here. I shall call him Bucket. I'll write more when there is more to know...

= )

Soul

Decisions

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Wish You Were by Kate Voegele.

So I made a decision to go down and spend five weeks in a completely different state with my grandparents. I am really excited about it. My grandma (Grandâme will be her nickname) is amazing. I want to spend every day with her, sadly she lives a whole long plane ride away. So this is a great solution. She is one of those great people who swears and tells the best stories. She rebelled against her time period and didn't conform to society's imposements. It is really great to spend time with her.

Not to mention she lives in a gated retirement community where everyone loves me because I'm 17 and care enough to spend time with my grandparents. They all dote over me and tell me that they wish their grandkids were as nice as me. I have to admit I like the attention.

Well, I think that's it. I have bunches to do around ma maison. So, au revoir!

= )

Soul