Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to nothing.
Maybe the fact that I am not listening to anything gives away that I am not in a good mood. I feel sick to my stomach. I got so invested in something last night, something I shouldn't have. Sure, his phone died, I don't doubt it... But I hate the fact that it affects me. So then I hope that something would happen today, and of course not. He was not the reason I stayed home, but it was a nice thought that something might come of the fact that I am home. Alas, all fails.
=(
Soul
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Kitten Musings
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Samson by Regina Spektor.
Sooo, this will not be a long blog (unlike yesterday). Twin is hilarious, I love her. She was already one of the three girls who I call my best friend, but I have gotten to know her on such a... different level the past couple of days. It makes me smile to think about it. She is great.
Oh, and Flash and I are texting... I think that things are getting back to "normal". What, oh what, even is normal??? He makes me smile... Shhhh, don't tell Manhattan. She doesn't approve... Meh, it's not going to stop me...
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Samson by Regina Spektor.
Sooo, this will not be a long blog (unlike yesterday). Twin is hilarious, I love her. She was already one of the three girls who I call my best friend, but I have gotten to know her on such a... different level the past couple of days. It makes me smile to think about it. She is great.
Oh, and Flash and I are texting... I think that things are getting back to "normal". What, oh what, even is normal??? He makes me smile... Shhhh, don't tell Manhattan. She doesn't approve... Meh, it's not going to stop me...
=)
Soul
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Everybody Have Fun...
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to I'm not that Girl from the musical Wicked.
So, my 18th birthday is coming up really soon. I am very excited about it. There is a local 18+ store, a bit on the naughty side if you know what I mean, and my friends and I are going there. It will be Twin, Mediterranean, Platinum (another really close friend of mine), and Manhattan. The only thing is that Manhattan is not 18. So I feel sort of bad because she isn't going to be able to come to that part of the celebration. When I brought it up to her she said that it was better because she thinks it's stupid and she wouldn't want to be seen there. I mean, to each their own, but that sort of hurt. I mean, we are going there to have a good laugh, nothing weird.
Oh, but afterwards I am going to a semi-local video store that has a 18+ section and we are getting some "sensitive materials". I am looking forward to it. I think it will be really funny and I think it'll be a good time overall.
Enough about that. I know that I haven't written about my 'book' in a while. I have started working on it again. Twin is a writer as well and she was talking to me about writing some stuff out of order and since I don't know how to connect the part I'm on now with where I want it to go, I am writing the future scene and going back to connect later. I hope all works out. I am having Twin read part of it tomorrow. I am really nervous because she will be the first person to read it. AHHHH! So, yeah, that's my life.
Oh, wait, River and Ginger are amazing. I'll tackle them one at a time. (Oh and I need to talk about Noodles too!) So River is amazingly funny. I feel like he is one of the most brilliant men I have ever met. He seems to have a neverending wealth of knowledge. I find myself wanting to talk to him all the time because I feel like he inspires me not only to be a better student but also to incorporate my intelligence into everyday conversations. However I feel like a fool because I feel like there is always something I say that makes me feel like an idiot.
Ginger has been having a hard time with our class. It's not his fault, the class is out of control. He is really doing his best and he is an amazing teacher. (oh, and not that I was looking but he has a really great butt as well) He is moving seats tomorrow and I have a thing about sitting in the front of the classroom so I waited after class to talk to him. He seemed so dejected, it broke my heart. I asked him to try and take into consideration that I like sitting in the front and he said that he could do that. He then proceeded to tell me how much he appreciates me in that class. I thought it was really sweet because it's stuff like that keeps me behaving. He's a great guy and I feel bad that the class is so awful.
Okay, now, since I was just talking about moving seats... Noodles moved our seats and so now I'm not sitting next to Puck anymore! I'm definitely sad. Puck and I talked and he is sooo sweet. Now I won't be able to talk to him as much... =( Silly Noodles...
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to I'm not that Girl from the musical Wicked.
So, my 18th birthday is coming up really soon. I am very excited about it. There is a local 18+ store, a bit on the naughty side if you know what I mean, and my friends and I are going there. It will be Twin, Mediterranean, Platinum (another really close friend of mine), and Manhattan. The only thing is that Manhattan is not 18. So I feel sort of bad because she isn't going to be able to come to that part of the celebration. When I brought it up to her she said that it was better because she thinks it's stupid and she wouldn't want to be seen there. I mean, to each their own, but that sort of hurt. I mean, we are going there to have a good laugh, nothing weird.
Oh, but afterwards I am going to a semi-local video store that has a 18+ section and we are getting some "sensitive materials". I am looking forward to it. I think it will be really funny and I think it'll be a good time overall.
Enough about that. I know that I haven't written about my 'book' in a while. I have started working on it again. Twin is a writer as well and she was talking to me about writing some stuff out of order and since I don't know how to connect the part I'm on now with where I want it to go, I am writing the future scene and going back to connect later. I hope all works out. I am having Twin read part of it tomorrow. I am really nervous because she will be the first person to read it. AHHHH! So, yeah, that's my life.
Oh, wait, River and Ginger are amazing. I'll tackle them one at a time. (Oh and I need to talk about Noodles too!) So River is amazingly funny. I feel like he is one of the most brilliant men I have ever met. He seems to have a neverending wealth of knowledge. I find myself wanting to talk to him all the time because I feel like he inspires me not only to be a better student but also to incorporate my intelligence into everyday conversations. However I feel like a fool because I feel like there is always something I say that makes me feel like an idiot.
Ginger has been having a hard time with our class. It's not his fault, the class is out of control. He is really doing his best and he is an amazing teacher. (oh, and not that I was looking but he has a really great butt as well) He is moving seats tomorrow and I have a thing about sitting in the front of the classroom so I waited after class to talk to him. He seemed so dejected, it broke my heart. I asked him to try and take into consideration that I like sitting in the front and he said that he could do that. He then proceeded to tell me how much he appreciates me in that class. I thought it was really sweet because it's stuff like that keeps me behaving. He's a great guy and I feel bad that the class is so awful.
Okay, now, since I was just talking about moving seats... Noodles moved our seats and so now I'm not sitting next to Puck anymore! I'm definitely sad. Puck and I talked and he is sooo sweet. Now I won't be able to talk to him as much... =( Silly Noodles...
=)
Soul
Sunday, October 26, 2008
See Sir, I Saw Saw V!!!
Hello Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Hands by Jewel.
So, I love the Saw franchise. Cary Elwes attracted me to the film originally, I mean who can resist Cary Elwes? Mmmm, Cary Elwes... Anyways, back to Saw... It is great. I think the level of intelligence behind it surpasses films that are currently being made. I think it is a gentle love fest for me. I adore that kind of thing. Which may make you scared and go running for the hills if I like it when people are put in terrifying self-harming situations, but please, I am not saying it because I am a freak or anything.
If you think about the mastery behind each trap of Jigsaw's, it is brilliant. I have immense respect for that as a writer. I have dabbled in darker works of fiction, it is very hard to come up with something that actually works. The writers of Saw I-V are brilliant. Some of the films (*cough* Saw IV *cough*) had a misstep or two as films, but I could still sit down and watch them any day of the week.
Now, onto Saw V. I don't want to ruin it for any of you, so I will try not to. I was extremely disappointed in the first trap, I sat there, hoping that the victim might turn out to be another Amanda (who I LOVE because of her psychological depth). When the trap let me down, I thought, oh no, has Jigsaw failed? But, alas, not to give anything away, it was not a Jigsaw trap. Let's just say it was a copycat. The movie lead me down a beautifully twisted dark path of magic each minute it was on the screen. I loved the main trap. Not only that, but they revisited old traps in flashbacks. It was all amazing. I cannot rave on enough about it.
Ahhhh, now you ask, what about the future??? Yes, there will be a Saw VI. There is a show on Vh1 that debuted tonight (It's on my tivo, I haven't watched it yet tonight (but I will (I'll blog about later))) called Scream Queens. It is casted a female character in Saw VI. I am eagerly waiting for my mom to go to sleep so I can watch it.
I will be the first in line to buy my tickets for Saw XXXVII, without a doubt.
=)
Soul
PS- the theater I was at had a big cut out thing of Tobin Bell's face. So right now the background on my cell phone is me standing next to it. AHHH, greatness!
I'm currently listening to Hands by Jewel.
So, I love the Saw franchise. Cary Elwes attracted me to the film originally, I mean who can resist Cary Elwes? Mmmm, Cary Elwes... Anyways, back to Saw... It is great. I think the level of intelligence behind it surpasses films that are currently being made. I think it is a gentle love fest for me. I adore that kind of thing. Which may make you scared and go running for the hills if I like it when people are put in terrifying self-harming situations, but please, I am not saying it because I am a freak or anything.
If you think about the mastery behind each trap of Jigsaw's, it is brilliant. I have immense respect for that as a writer. I have dabbled in darker works of fiction, it is very hard to come up with something that actually works. The writers of Saw I-V are brilliant. Some of the films (*cough* Saw IV *cough*) had a misstep or two as films, but I could still sit down and watch them any day of the week.
Now, onto Saw V. I don't want to ruin it for any of you, so I will try not to. I was extremely disappointed in the first trap, I sat there, hoping that the victim might turn out to be another Amanda (who I LOVE because of her psychological depth). When the trap let me down, I thought, oh no, has Jigsaw failed? But, alas, not to give anything away, it was not a Jigsaw trap. Let's just say it was a copycat. The movie lead me down a beautifully twisted dark path of magic each minute it was on the screen. I loved the main trap. Not only that, but they revisited old traps in flashbacks. It was all amazing. I cannot rave on enough about it.
Ahhhh, now you ask, what about the future??? Yes, there will be a Saw VI. There is a show on Vh1 that debuted tonight (It's on my tivo, I haven't watched it yet tonight (but I will (I'll blog about later))) called Scream Queens. It is casted a female character in Saw VI. I am eagerly waiting for my mom to go to sleep so I can watch it.
I will be the first in line to buy my tickets for Saw XXXVII, without a doubt.
=)
Soul
PS- the theater I was at had a big cut out thing of Tobin Bell's face. So right now the background on my cell phone is me standing next to it. AHHH, greatness!
Friday, October 24, 2008
Non Fiction Books and Pringles
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to If I Were a Boy by Beyonce.
Soooo, the title of this blog is all for Twin. I know she will read this and CRACK up! We have this new inside joke, so everyone else reading this will feel immensely left out. Sorry. Not really. Well, I might blog about the big idea behind the inside joke at a later time. I won't today because then the subject matter of our inside joke will be revealed.
But on a different note, that also relates to Twin a little, boyfriends. SO, here's the deal, I want one. But here's the thing, after Flash and I had our little friendship enhancer, I want a hot boyfriend. I know every girl wants a hot boyfriend, but most girls delude themselves into saying their boyfriends are cute or hot or whatever. There are not enough hot guys to give every girl a hot boyfriend. So, you may ask yourself why I think I deserve one... I don't know. I am a pretty good catch. I think I will need one of those "chubby chasers" though. =) I have no problem with that. Any guys out there who are good looking, clean, (disease free), know how to please a girl, and looking for a full figured girl, gimme a call. =)
Alrighty... Well, that was a bit off track and a little inappropriate. Ah, who cares.
Now, onto a COMPLETELY different subject... River is AMAZING! I love his classes and I love his wisdom on top of everything else. He is honestly one of the best people I have ever met in my life.
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to If I Were a Boy by Beyonce.
Soooo, the title of this blog is all for Twin. I know she will read this and CRACK up! We have this new inside joke, so everyone else reading this will feel immensely left out. Sorry. Not really. Well, I might blog about the big idea behind the inside joke at a later time. I won't today because then the subject matter of our inside joke will be revealed.
But on a different note, that also relates to Twin a little, boyfriends. SO, here's the deal, I want one. But here's the thing, after Flash and I had our little friendship enhancer, I want a hot boyfriend. I know every girl wants a hot boyfriend, but most girls delude themselves into saying their boyfriends are cute or hot or whatever. There are not enough hot guys to give every girl a hot boyfriend. So, you may ask yourself why I think I deserve one... I don't know. I am a pretty good catch. I think I will need one of those "chubby chasers" though. =) I have no problem with that. Any guys out there who are good looking, clean, (disease free), know how to please a girl, and looking for a full figured girl, gimme a call. =)
Alrighty... Well, that was a bit off track and a little inappropriate. Ah, who cares.
Now, onto a COMPLETELY different subject... River is AMAZING! I love his classes and I love his wisdom on top of everything else. He is honestly one of the best people I have ever met in my life.
=)
Soul
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Giggles and full blown Guffaws
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Bad Boy by Cascada.
Okay, so Twin has pointed out to me that I have not been blogging lately. WELL, that's what you might think, but it isn't true... This is my 91st post. I want to do the typical "100th post" post. I have been getting prepared for this. You would be surprised at how few interesting facts that I can come up with about myself. I can't even come up with unique things about myself, even if they aren't interesting, even if they are the most boring fact ever. So, I have been putting off blogging as much as possible. I have been trying to get that all together.
Something made me need to blog though. As some of you might have noticed, there is a visitor counter at the bottom of the page. In the 24 that it has been on my page I have gotten 192 different people on my page and 266 page loads. That's pretty impressive. It allows you to know what search terms people have used to get to my blog as well. This is what made me want to blog today.
Someone came to my page, and more specifically to my first day of summer post. Do you want to know what they searched for that led them to my blog? "Welts on Vagina". I'm sorry, I found this immensely hilarious. Not welts on vaginas, because I'm sure that's extremely painful, but the fact that my blog showed up. So, me being the curious person I am, I googled "welts on vagina" I am the 11th search option. 11th!!! I feel like I should be much farther down the list, I mean... come on, I'm not a doctor, nor have I ever had welts on my vagina.
So, I am sorry to anyone who has come to this blog looking for help on their vagina welts.
=)
Soul
PS- I have had 26 visitors from the UK (hello), 18 from Germany (Hoi), 11 from Romania (Bunã), along with MANY MANY other countries. I would like to say hello in every language that all my visitors speak, but unfortunately I even had to get those from a website. I really appreciate everyone visiting and I hope you all come back!!!
I'm currently listening to Bad Boy by Cascada.
Okay, so Twin has pointed out to me that I have not been blogging lately. WELL, that's what you might think, but it isn't true... This is my 91st post. I want to do the typical "100th post" post. I have been getting prepared for this. You would be surprised at how few interesting facts that I can come up with about myself. I can't even come up with unique things about myself, even if they aren't interesting, even if they are the most boring fact ever. So, I have been putting off blogging as much as possible. I have been trying to get that all together.
Something made me need to blog though. As some of you might have noticed, there is a visitor counter at the bottom of the page. In the 24 that it has been on my page I have gotten 192 different people on my page and 266 page loads. That's pretty impressive. It allows you to know what search terms people have used to get to my blog as well. This is what made me want to blog today.
Someone came to my page, and more specifically to my first day of summer post. Do you want to know what they searched for that led them to my blog? "Welts on Vagina". I'm sorry, I found this immensely hilarious. Not welts on vaginas, because I'm sure that's extremely painful, but the fact that my blog showed up. So, me being the curious person I am, I googled "welts on vagina" I am the 11th search option. 11th!!! I feel like I should be much farther down the list, I mean... come on, I'm not a doctor, nor have I ever had welts on my vagina.
So, I am sorry to anyone who has come to this blog looking for help on their vagina welts.
=)
Soul
PS- I have had 26 visitors from the UK (hello), 18 from Germany (Hoi), 11 from Romania (Bunã), along with MANY MANY other countries. I would like to say hello in every language that all my visitors speak, but unfortunately I even had to get those from a website. I really appreciate everyone visiting and I hope you all come back!!!
Monday, October 13, 2008
Smiles
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently watching the Magic School Bus with my Cousin.
Okay everyone. Now, to elaborate on Flash because I know that some people disapprove. Flash and I are just friends. We have become closer in the past couple of weeks, but we are just friends. Perhaps that is the thing that people disapprove of, but I'm seizing life. Carpe Diem. Right? I have thought about the whole thing very thoroughly and I have talked to my three best friends about it. One of them doesn't like it but the other two are all for it.
I know that the one friend who disapproves reads this, so I'm not going to speculate why she disapproves, but I do know she does. Here's the thing though, I am happy. Undeniably happy. How can you disapprove of something that makes me happy? I am not going into this blind. I trust Flash and I know what I'm getting myself into. Maybe she's afraid I'm going to get hurt... there I go, speculating...
I don't know. But I'm not going to stop doing it. I'm having the time of my life. I'm extremely happy. I don't know how else to put it. Try to be happy for me though. Thanks.
=)
Soul
I'm currently watching the Magic School Bus with my Cousin.
Okay everyone. Now, to elaborate on Flash because I know that some people disapprove. Flash and I are just friends. We have become closer in the past couple of weeks, but we are just friends. Perhaps that is the thing that people disapprove of, but I'm seizing life. Carpe Diem. Right? I have thought about the whole thing very thoroughly and I have talked to my three best friends about it. One of them doesn't like it but the other two are all for it.
I know that the one friend who disapproves reads this, so I'm not going to speculate why she disapproves, but I do know she does. Here's the thing though, I am happy. Undeniably happy. How can you disapprove of something that makes me happy? I am not going into this blind. I trust Flash and I know what I'm getting myself into. Maybe she's afraid I'm going to get hurt... there I go, speculating...
I don't know. But I'm not going to stop doing it. I'm having the time of my life. I'm extremely happy. I don't know how else to put it. Try to be happy for me though. Thanks.
=)
Soul
Light, Bright, No Silhouettes.
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to nothing.
So, Flash and I talked today for over two hours. It was amazingly perfect. I recommend everyone find a friend like him.
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to nothing.
So, Flash and I talked today for over two hours. It was amazingly perfect. I recommend everyone find a friend like him.
=)
Soul
Thursday, October 9, 2008
meh.
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Who Knew by Pink.
So, TODAY didn't happen.
just thought I should keep ya'll updated.
Hopefully it'll happen soon.
Who knows.
He's working now after all...
=(
Soul
I'm currently listening to Who Knew by Pink.
So, TODAY didn't happen.
just thought I should keep ya'll updated.
Hopefully it'll happen soon.
Who knows.
He's working now after all...
=(
Soul
Big Problems in a Little Life
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5.
Whoa Everyone. Let's stop for a moment and take a step back into the world of reality. My life has been changed in the past week. I don't want to think about it in terms of that, but I have changed in a major way.
It's funny because I know not too many people read my blog (hello to the people who do though) but I still don't want to alienate the people who do read it. I feel like exposing the part of me that has changed would make everyone shut down their computers and turn me out of their lives.
I don't know what I'm doing. I am thinking things through though. It makes me feel good, I feel prettier than I have in the longest time. I know it shouldn't. I really do know that. I know that it's something that I maybe shouldn't have done. But you know what? I'm going to do it again. How can I deny something that feels so right?
But does it feel right?
=/
Soul
I'm currently listening to Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5.
Whoa Everyone. Let's stop for a moment and take a step back into the world of reality. My life has been changed in the past week. I don't want to think about it in terms of that, but I have changed in a major way.
It's funny because I know not too many people read my blog (hello to the people who do though) but I still don't want to alienate the people who do read it. I feel like exposing the part of me that has changed would make everyone shut down their computers and turn me out of their lives.
I don't know what I'm doing. I am thinking things through though. It makes me feel good, I feel prettier than I have in the longest time. I know it shouldn't. I really do know that. I know that it's something that I maybe shouldn't have done. But you know what? I'm going to do it again. How can I deny something that feels so right?
But does it feel right?
=/
Soul
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Quick Quick Quick
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Whisper by the Ying Yang Twins.
Okay, so Flash and I are getting close. I am not interested in being his girlfriend or anything. We are just having a fun time getting to know each other better. However, Twin is disappointed in him and me. I don't really know what I feel. I know I feel good, but I can't put words to it...
I need to talk to Mediterranean. I don't see her until Friday though and I REFUSE to talk about it over texts or over the phone.
Stone is a hottie. Hmmm, nothing else to report.
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Whisper by the Ying Yang Twins.
Okay, so Flash and I are getting close. I am not interested in being his girlfriend or anything. We are just having a fun time getting to know each other better. However, Twin is disappointed in him and me. I don't really know what I feel. I know I feel good, but I can't put words to it...
I need to talk to Mediterranean. I don't see her until Friday though and I REFUSE to talk about it over texts or over the phone.
Stone is a hottie. Hmmm, nothing else to report.
=)
Soul
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Wha...
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to I Wanna be Bad by Willa Ford.
There are no words. I wish it was Thursday.
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to I Wanna be Bad by Willa Ford.
There are no words. I wish it was Thursday.
=)
Soul
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Like a bright bolt, you came into my life.
Hi Everyone!
I’m currently listening to Womanizer by Britney Spears.
Oh my goodness everyone! So, Flash is so cool. He stopped working at Twin and mine’s place of employment but we text constantly and he just more and more amazing by the text. I think it’s funny because I think in previous posts I have talked about how I favored Cabbage over Flash. Now, it’s completely the opposite. Some may say that it’s because I talk to Flash more, but I really think it’s because I connect with him on a different level than I do with Cabbage. It’s amusing because in the start of this all I would have never ever thought that I would be talking to Flash daily and Cabbage once a month.
Anyways, Flash is really a good person. I mean some aspects of him definitely aren’t my favorite but I can look past them to see all of his goodness.
And damn does he have goodness.
=)
Soul
I’m currently listening to Womanizer by Britney Spears.
Oh my goodness everyone! So, Flash is so cool. He stopped working at Twin and mine’s place of employment but we text constantly and he just more and more amazing by the text. I think it’s funny because I think in previous posts I have talked about how I favored Cabbage over Flash. Now, it’s completely the opposite. Some may say that it’s because I talk to Flash more, but I really think it’s because I connect with him on a different level than I do with Cabbage. It’s amusing because in the start of this all I would have never ever thought that I would be talking to Flash daily and Cabbage once a month.
Anyways, Flash is really a good person. I mean some aspects of him definitely aren’t my favorite but I can look past them to see all of his goodness.
And damn does he have goodness.
=)
Soul
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