This might just be too much

Hi everyone.

I'm currently listening to NO MUSIC! =(

Bucket is on my mind. What if I can't do this? What if I do happen to do this and it goes bad? What if I do this then regret it? Why do I want to do this? What about the other guy? I don't even know if the other guy would be interested, but is it even worth a shot? Is this frightened state normal? I've never felt this with any other guy, this nervous fear. Is it fear? Perhaps it is another emotion that I can't quite put my finger on...

What if this is the wrong choice for me?

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Soul