Summer Songs

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to... (see below)

Okay, I am making a summer soundtrack. So, here it is, make any comments for suggestions!

1. I kisssed a girl- Katy Perry
2. Disturbia- Rihanna
3. Take a Bow- Rihanna
4. Bleeding Love- Leona Lewis
5. Lollipop- Lil Wayne
6. Viva la Vida- Coldplay
7. Pocketful of Sunshine- Natasha Bedingfield (the original, not the remix)
8. Dangerous- Kardinal Offishall
9. When I Grow Up- Pussycat Dolls
10. Damaged- Pussycat Dolls
11. Shake it- Metro Station
12. It's not my time- 3 Doors Down
13. American Boy- Estelle feat. Kanye West
14. Fall for You- Secondhand Serenade
15. In the Ayer- Flo Rida feat. Will.i.am
16. Realize- Colbie Caillat

I am still on the fence whether to include Handlebars by Flobots.

=)

Soul

My dirty little secret

Hi Everyone.

I'm currently listening to Stab my Back by The All American Rejects.

Okay. So, I have something to admit. I love One Life to Live. Yes, the soap opera. It is a funny thing too, I was just like all of you once upon a time. I thought they were silly and over-acted. I still think they are implausible and over-acted, but I am addicted.

You end up in a love/hate relationship with the characters. So, I am going to start another blog, attached to this one, you can find it over --> there on my blogroll. I will post on there everytime I watch the show. So if you know anyone who watches the show, pass my blog along. I will be brilliant, I promise.

=)

Soul

MMM, Delicious

Hi Everyone!


I'm currently listening to Crazy by Gnarls Barkley.

Okay, so I have been thinking lately as to what exactly I find attractive. I figure, why not make a list of the top 50 celebrities I think are D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S... So here they are, in NO ORDER (except for the #1)!


50- Matthew Gray Gubler. Mmmm, sexy nerd on criminal minds...

49- Brendan Fraser. Hot Hot Hot.

48- Penn Badgley. Delicious as the other brother in John Tucker Must Die. Have to say, I prefer the longer hair... Mmmmm.

47- Josh Holloway. Sarcastic Sexy Sunovabitch as Sawyer in LOST!

46- Ben Foster. A crush since I was little and saw him on Flash Forward.

45- Vince Vaughn. A funny guy is always hot.

44- Erik Von Detten. (18+ please) He was good lookin' when he was younger and sure as hell grew up nicely.

43- Kevin Bacon. 50 and HOT!

42- Ryan Phillipe. One word, DAMN.

41- Will Smith. He is gorgeous.

40- Ryan Reynolds. Funny, sexy, a must have on my top 50. Drooooool!

39- Chad Kroeger. Lead Singer of Nickelback, hotness!

38- Pete Wentz. Sort of Gross that he's attracted to Ashlee Simpson, but still hot.

37- John Hensley. Gorgeous Gorgeous Gorgeous! Hot Hot Hot!

36- Seth Gabel. What a hot bad boy. What a weakness I have.

35- Jason Lewis. (18+ again please) Well, Mr. Smith, what have we here?

34- David Duchovny. I became weak in the knees when watching Californication.

33- Brendon Urie. I'd be willing to perform a couple of sins for this guy.

32- Chris Daughtry. Hottie.

31- Michael C. Hall. Damn fine serial killer.

30- Leonardo DiCaprio. Mmmm, hotness.

29- James Marsden. hot. period.

28- Christian Bale. Hot voice, mmmm, he can make me do naughty things with that voice of his.

27- Johnny Depp. Cliche, but true.

26-Eric Balfour. He has a definite sex appeal.


25- Jake Gyllenhaal. Come on... Hotness.

24- Justin Timberlake. Although he really isn't my type, his sultry lyrics can make any girl weak in the knees.

23- Shia LaBeouf. Annoyed the hell out of me on Even Stevens, but he has turned into a fiiinnneee strapping man...

22- Zac Efron. Despise HSM, but he has quite a bod on him...

21- Colin Farrell. Mmmm, I likes me some Irish Bad Boy...

20- Josh Hartnett. Haven't seen him around in a while, but he's easy on the eyes...

19- Jared Padalecki. Captured my heart as Dean on Gilmore Girls...

18- Ryan Gosling. If he's a bird, I'm a bird.

17- Kiefer Sutherland. He's hot.


16- Justin Chambers. He may just play a doctor on tv, but he can check my stats any day...

15- Jesse Spencer. Hottie with an accent.


14- Channing Tatum. I am melting just thinking about him...

13- Shemar Moore. Fantastic...

12- Shane West. Fell head over heels when I saw Once and Again...

11- James Franco. He looks dark and mysterious...


10- Hugh Laurie. Sarcastic, British, and wildly hilarious, what else is needed?

9-Chad Michael Murray. He's an all american boy.


8- Julian McMahon. Mmmm, Doctor Troy...

7- Chester Bennington. Oooo, Rock Hotness...

6- Johnny Rzeznik. Some more Hot hotness...

5- Jon Bon Jovi. The ULTIMATE rock hottie!

4- Jeremy Bloom. (No relation to below as far as I know...) I would watch sports for this hottie.

3- Orlando Bloom. Inspire the naughty elf nymph in all of us...

2- Chris Noth. Who doesn't want Mr. Big?

1- Heath Ledger. Always has been and always will be my number 1. (RIP)


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Soul

Disgusting.

Hi Everyone!

I'm listening to You Ruined Me by JC Chasez (the cute one from N* Sync).

Well, once the blog bug bites, there is nothing to soothe the itch except actually blogging. I have written about my battle with my weight many times on my glorious blog. Well, since I have been with my grandparents this whole month I have gained 8 pounds. While that might not seem like too much to you, that is enough to make me want to cry.

I sit here, depressed with my decline. I was doing pretty well, but now I'm back to numbers I never wanted to see again. I don't want to go back to life being sickeningly disgusting. I'm throwing that part of my life away. I promise I will do whatever it takes to lose the weight. I will go back to my senior year looking like a billion dollars (because I already look like a million).

The thing is, I need to keep a good attitude as to what I look like now, because I know change is not overnight. I need to remember I look good now, because slipping to old habits is too easy if I think I look bad. Going to bad habits is an icy slope I don't want to go down. Also, I promised Flash I would never do that again.

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Soul

A bit ashamed...

Hi everyone!

I'm currently listening to 1985 by Bowling for Soup.

So, I plan on being an english teacher, high school english teacher. I took my AP english course and just got the score back... a 4. I am sort of disappointed. I mean, shouldn't I be getting a 5? I was soooo commited and I missed a huge trip downtown so I could study and I knew colloquial! I'm just disappointed in myself.

=(

Soul

mediterranean inspired

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to a fan blowing in the corner somewhere...

ten random things about me
1. My shoe size is either 8 or 8 1/2.
2. I lose things relatively easily.
3. I lied about something to a friend once, and it is the reason I can never be friends with her again.
4. A man named Alex saved my life once.
5. If I could have any superpowers I would want the ability to communicate with animals
6. Out of the four people who I think will be life long friends from high school, I got to really know two this year.
7. I wish I could meet and conversate with Stephen King.
8. I dislike onions.
9. I could live off of Taco Bell.
10. I cannot wait to decorate my home.

nine places I've visited
1. Hartford, CT
2. Salem, Mass.
3. Somewhere in Maine
4. Palm Springs, CA
5. Busch Gardens, FL
6. Wisconsin Dells, Wis.
7. Rhode Island
8. New Jersey
9. Washington DC

eight things i want to do before i die
1. Write and publish a full length novel
2. go on jeopardy
3. Visit all 50 states
4. Go to Paris
5. Pull a true all nighter
6. Have a truly romantic movie style whirlwind romance
7. roast marshmallows over a fire
8. learn something everyday

seven ways to win my heart
1. be able to make me laugh
2. love animals
3. love me unconditionally
4. be able to hold a good conversation
5. be a gentleman
6. love my family
7. don't be able to live without me

six things i believe in
1. god
2. people can have genuine fun without drugs or alcohol
3. good things happen to good people
4. bad things happen to good people
5. Miracles can happen
6. love

FIVE things im afraid of
1. Dying alone
2. waking up one day and realizing I don't have any friends
3. Something bad will happen to my cat or my mom
4. Not getting into the college I want to go to
5. never being able to really open myself up

FOUR of my favorite items in my bedroom
1. my bed
2. my phone
3. my glider
4. my television

THREE things i do every day
1. brush my teeth
2. love
3. talk to my mom

TWO things i am trying not to do right now
1. go to sleep
2. go and get a reese's before I'm done with this...

ONE person i want to see right now
1. Mediterranean

=)

Soul

So Long Since Last Post

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to She will be loved by Maroon 5.

I know some of you are on the edge of your seats to figure out what happened with Bucket. He turned out to be a major jerk. I am happy that nothing came of it. Now I look back with disgust as I think that I was even considering that doing things went through my mind.

Onto other topics though. My Summer has been going soooo amazingly well. I'm spending my time shopping and tanning and making lifelong memories. I've read sooo many books since July 1st. I'm just a bookworm. I don't mind admitting it. I've read 14 books in the first 12 days of July. =) My previous record for a Summer was 50 books. My total right now is 21, maybe I can beat my previous record. Sometimes I hate telling people my book number because it leads them to believe I have no life. Which is soooo not true. I just stay up to the wee hours of the morning devouring books.

I have a really good idea for a book. It is based off of a dream I had not too long ago. We'll see how it goes. My previous "hope to be book" starting has been getting cold in my hard drive. Which is a terrible thing, but what can say? I am really going to try to start it up again, but I don't know if it'll work.

Well, got to sleep, busy day tomorrow. I don't know when the next time I'm going to post is, but I'll be back to my regular postings come August. PROMISE!

=)

Soul

This might just be too much

Hi everyone.

I'm currently listening to NO MUSIC! =(

Bucket is on my mind. What if I can't do this? What if I do happen to do this and it goes bad? What if I do this then regret it? Why do I want to do this? What about the other guy? I don't even know if the other guy would be interested, but is it even worth a shot? Is this frightened state normal? I've never felt this with any other guy, this nervous fear. Is it fear? Perhaps it is another emotion that I can't quite put my finger on...

What if this is the wrong choice for me?

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Soul

Life Love Live

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to NO MUSIC! = (

Anyways... I am visiting my Grandâme and my Hattie (my grandpa and Grandâme's husband). I am so excited to be here. I have already been so occupied and thrilled just to be here. Although I have eaten out EVERY DAY since I've been with them. Surprisingly though I have dropped two pounds. I have been working out with Hattie and doing water aerobics with Grandâme. Also, drum roll please, I'm going to start volunteering.

There is a no kill animal shelter in the town I'm in, so it is a perfect volunteer place. I miss my cat and animals love me. So I figure it's a win-win. I don't even care about putting it down on my college applications, I'm purely just doing it to feel good.

Well, there is this guy out here. I shall call him Bucket. I'll write more when there is more to know...

= )

Soul