Monday, October 13, 2008

Smiles

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently watching the Magic School Bus with my Cousin.

Okay everyone. Now, to elaborate on Flash because I know that some people disapprove. Flash and I are just friends. We have become closer in the past couple of weeks, but we are just friends. Perhaps that is the thing that people disapprove of, but I'm seizing life. Carpe Diem. Right? I have thought about the whole thing very thoroughly and I have talked to my three best friends about it. One of them doesn't like it but the other two are all for it.

I know that the one friend who disapproves reads this, so I'm not going to speculate why she disapproves, but I do know she does. Here's the thing though, I am happy. Undeniably happy. How can you disapprove of something that makes me happy? I am not going into this blind. I trust Flash and I know what I'm getting myself into. Maybe she's afraid I'm going to get hurt... there I go, speculating...

I don't know. But I'm not going to stop doing it. I'm having the time of my life. I'm extremely happy. I don't know how else to put it. Try to be happy for me though. Thanks.

=)

Soul

Light, Bright, No Silhouettes.

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to nothing.

So, Flash and I talked today for over two hours. It was amazingly perfect. I recommend everyone find a friend like him.

=)

Soul

Thursday, October 9, 2008

meh.

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Who Knew by Pink.

So, TODAY didn't happen.

just thought I should keep ya'll updated.

Hopefully it'll happen soon.

Who knows.

He's working now after all...

=(

Soul

Big Problems in a Little Life

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5.

Whoa Everyone. Let's stop for a moment and take a step back into the world of reality. My life has been changed in the past week. I don't want to think about it in terms of that, but I have changed in a major way.

It's funny because I know not too many people read my blog (hello to the people who do though) but I still don't want to alienate the people who do read it. I feel like exposing the part of me that has changed would make everyone shut down their computers and turn me out of their lives.

I don't know what I'm doing. I am thinking things through though. It makes me feel good, I feel prettier than I have in the longest time. I know it shouldn't. I really do know that. I know that it's something that I maybe shouldn't have done. But you know what? I'm going to do it again. How can I deny something that feels so right?

But does it feel right?

=/

Soul

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Quick Quick Quick

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Whisper by the Ying Yang Twins.

Okay, so Flash and I are getting close. I am not interested in being his girlfriend or anything. We are just having a fun time getting to know each other better. However, Twin is disappointed in him and me. I don't really know what I feel. I know I feel good, but I can't put words to it...

I need to talk to Mediterranean. I don't see her until Friday though and I REFUSE to talk about it over texts or over the phone.

Stone is a hottie. Hmmm, nothing else to report.

=)

Soul

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Wha...

Hi Everyone!

I'm currently listening to I Wanna be Bad by Willa Ford.

There are no words. I wish it was Thursday.

=)

Soul

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Like a bright bolt, you came into my life.

Hi Everyone!

I’m currently listening to Womanizer by Britney Spears.

Oh my goodness everyone! So, Flash is so cool. He stopped working at Twin and mine’s place of employment but we text constantly and he just more and more amazing by the text. I think it’s funny because I think in previous posts I have talked about how I favored Cabbage over Flash. Now, it’s completely the opposite. Some may say that it’s because I talk to Flash more, but I really think it’s because I connect with him on a different level than I do with Cabbage. It’s amusing because in the start of this all I would have never ever thought that I would be talking to Flash daily and Cabbage once a month.

Anyways, Flash is really a good person. I mean some aspects of him definitely aren’t my favorite but I can look past them to see all of his goodness.

And damn does he have goodness.

=)

Soul