Hi Everyone!
I’m currently listening to Come Round Soon by Sara Bareilles.
I am making a commitment today. I am going to lose 30 pounds by Christmas. It is a reachable goal. That would entail me losing 30 pounds in 86 days. That is sooo totally do-able and completely healthy. I needed a big incentive and I think I have found it. I am going to use this as a check for myself.
I used to drink around 80 ounces of water each day and now I get about 20 ounces. I need to up that again. I also need to cut out my sweets intake. I have gotten quite bad since my vacation over the summer. I had a bowl of ice cream yesterday. I am also going back to working out three times a week. *shudder* I am also going to start eating Lean Cuisines again, and ONLY Lean Cuisines. After Christmas I will set another goal. My overall goal is 65 pounds. I am thinking that I can achieve this by June no problem, which is my definite desired end date.
I can do it.
=)
Soul
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Mehhh
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to How Did I Fall in Love with You by the Backstreet Boys.
So... Stone's a hottie. I'm mad at Manhattan. Twin is gorgeous. Noodles is very funny. Ginger is quite possibly the coolest geek nerd teacher EVER. River's classes are the best. This is a short post.
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to How Did I Fall in Love with You by the Backstreet Boys.
So... Stone's a hottie. I'm mad at Manhattan. Twin is gorgeous. Noodles is very funny. Ginger is quite possibly the coolest geek nerd teacher EVER. River's classes are the best. This is a short post.
=)
Soul
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Hmmmm, soooo today...
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Stranger by Secondhand Serenade.
I slept today. It was the most beautiful day I have ever had. I know that since I bummed around I should go out and do some weeding, clean my house, clean out my car, or get something done. However I have no desire to do any of those things.
I have a desire for everyday of my life to be just like this one. This beautiful peaceful day.
I wonder if I will actually accomplish anything today. =)
I don't mind if I don't.
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Stranger by Secondhand Serenade.
I slept today. It was the most beautiful day I have ever had. I know that since I bummed around I should go out and do some weeding, clean my house, clean out my car, or get something done. However I have no desire to do any of those things.
I have a desire for everyday of my life to be just like this one. This beautiful peaceful day.
I wonder if I will actually accomplish anything today. =)
I don't mind if I don't.
=)
Soul
Monday, September 22, 2008
Ginger with some WAS-AAAAA-BEEEEEEE!
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Gone Forever by Three Days Grace.
Instead of lamenting about my sucky life right now, I am going to talk about something I think is really cool. So, Friday I went to talk to Ginger after class. Considering we both have a free period it works out really nicely. I wanted to take the time to tell him that I really enjoy his class and the material that we are covering.
So I tell him this and how excited I am about the class. He goes on to tell me how flattered he is and how sorry he is to ME. I was so surprised. He said that he felt bad because he knows that the class is rude and disrespectful. He was telling me that I was one of two students who he feels are taking the class for the right reasons. (The rest are taking it as a blowoff) I thought the whole conversation we had was really cool.
I thought it was nice to see a teacher coming to realize how he needs to control a class. So many teachers these days just let kids get away with way too much.
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Gone Forever by Three Days Grace.
Instead of lamenting about my sucky life right now, I am going to talk about something I think is really cool. So, Friday I went to talk to Ginger after class. Considering we both have a free period it works out really nicely. I wanted to take the time to tell him that I really enjoy his class and the material that we are covering.
So I tell him this and how excited I am about the class. He goes on to tell me how flattered he is and how sorry he is to ME. I was so surprised. He said that he felt bad because he knows that the class is rude and disrespectful. He was telling me that I was one of two students who he feels are taking the class for the right reasons. (The rest are taking it as a blowoff) I thought the whole conversation we had was really cool.
I thought it was nice to see a teacher coming to realize how he needs to control a class. So many teachers these days just let kids get away with way too much.
=)
Soul
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Here's the thing...
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Samson by Regina Spektor.
Okay, so my dear dear friend Twin is so beautiful. I am going to praise her endlessly here. She is gorgeous. It is an awkward thing to say to someone, I hope you realize this. It is weird to go up to someone and tell them they are actually breathtakingly beautiful. You can tell someone they look good that day or you like a certain feature about them, but telling them they are always so beautiful, that is awkward.
She is though. I know that, like every girl, she has her insecurities. More than she, or any girl, wants to admit she has. Or perhaps, she does admit them to true friends, for I know she has expressed some to me. I had told her that I know where she is coming from at one point and she pointed out the amount of boyfriends I have had. I then started to wonder if I truly did understand her.
I think that at a certain level I do, and at a certain level I don't. I know what it is like to wonder why every other girl, girls who are no doubt uglier or fatter or less intelligent, has a boyfriend and yet I am sitting here alone on this night alone.
I have gone father to look for a boyfriend than she has though. I know that for a fact. My insecurities led me into bad relationships. Perhaps she is doing it right. However, she deserves more than she thinks.
I wonder if my friends think the same thing. I wonder if they think I deserve as much as I think Twin does. I think she deserves the smartest, cutest, funniest, and most understanding guy. I might get a little jealous, but let's put a qualifier that says he has to have a TWIN brother, hahahaha. That way I get one too!
Anyways, I know you read my blog Twin, and I want you to know that these words are all true and they are strange to say in person, they fumble and tumble, never coming out quite like this.
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Samson by Regina Spektor.
Okay, so my dear dear friend Twin is so beautiful. I am going to praise her endlessly here. She is gorgeous. It is an awkward thing to say to someone, I hope you realize this. It is weird to go up to someone and tell them they are actually breathtakingly beautiful. You can tell someone they look good that day or you like a certain feature about them, but telling them they are always so beautiful, that is awkward.
She is though. I know that, like every girl, she has her insecurities. More than she, or any girl, wants to admit she has. Or perhaps, she does admit them to true friends, for I know she has expressed some to me. I had told her that I know where she is coming from at one point and she pointed out the amount of boyfriends I have had. I then started to wonder if I truly did understand her.
I think that at a certain level I do, and at a certain level I don't. I know what it is like to wonder why every other girl, girls who are no doubt uglier or fatter or less intelligent, has a boyfriend and yet I am sitting here alone on this night alone.
I have gone father to look for a boyfriend than she has though. I know that for a fact. My insecurities led me into bad relationships. Perhaps she is doing it right. However, she deserves more than she thinks.
I wonder if my friends think the same thing. I wonder if they think I deserve as much as I think Twin does. I think she deserves the smartest, cutest, funniest, and most understanding guy. I might get a little jealous, but let's put a qualifier that says he has to have a TWIN brother, hahahaha. That way I get one too!
Anyways, I know you read my blog Twin, and I want you to know that these words are all true and they are strange to say in person, they fumble and tumble, never coming out quite like this.
=)
Soul
Stony Hearts.
Hey Everyone!
I'm Currently listening to Bleed it Out by Linkin Park.
Okay. So, as the title indicates I am going to talk about Stone. I know I have been talking about him lately and that makes me a little nervous. I mean, I think I am getting more attached to all of this. I don't even know what this is, but I am getting attached.
I find myself joking around with him more and more. I find myself smiling. I feel tingly when I'm around him. I find myself wanting to memorize every part of him. I want to commit him to memory. You may ask yourself why, well I have figured out why.
BECAUSE I KNOW THIS WILL ALL END! I have never felt this way before and had it end up well. Here's the thing, I like Taco Bell. I like reading. I like writing. I like to sing obnoxiously. I like to just chill and have fun.
He doesn't.
Now, maybe I am judging before I truly know, but oh well. I am. What are you going to do about it? Hmmm? That's right... NOTHING! Mwhahahaha.
Oh my.
= /
Soul
I'm Currently listening to Bleed it Out by Linkin Park.
Okay. So, as the title indicates I am going to talk about Stone. I know I have been talking about him lately and that makes me a little nervous. I mean, I think I am getting more attached to all of this. I don't even know what this is, but I am getting attached.
I find myself joking around with him more and more. I find myself smiling. I feel tingly when I'm around him. I find myself wanting to memorize every part of him. I want to commit him to memory. You may ask yourself why, well I have figured out why.
BECAUSE I KNOW THIS WILL ALL END! I have never felt this way before and had it end up well. Here's the thing, I like Taco Bell. I like reading. I like writing. I like to sing obnoxiously. I like to just chill and have fun.
He doesn't.
Now, maybe I am judging before I truly know, but oh well. I am. What are you going to do about it? Hmmm? That's right... NOTHING! Mwhahahaha.
Oh my.
= /
Soul
With a Joker smile and a sincere heart
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Your Call by Secondhand Serenade.
Alright. Let me talk to you for a moment about my love. No, not stone... I don't love stone. I may be in... well, let's leave that for later... I love Taco Bell. I figure it's okay to mention the actual name because they are EVERYWHERE!
So, the Taco Bell nearest to me is always filled with high school kids. Which is pretty cool when you think about it because you always run into someone when you are in there. Whether you like them or not is a completely different story though.
After a recent weekly sporting event, Manhattan and I went to Taco Bell as a "hey I'm hungry and it's cheap and we're teens and therefore love cheap" place. It was great so we've been going there after each of the weekly sporting events. I have to admit that I love it. I don't know that it's so much the food or anything (although the food is delicious) (I have yet to find something I dislike there...) but the fact that I am hanging out with her. It has turned into a community environment. Which sounds even more strange than anything else. However, it is true.
Just thought I would share that with you all. I will be writing frequently now until Tues.
=)
Soul
I'm currently listening to Your Call by Secondhand Serenade.
Alright. Let me talk to you for a moment about my love. No, not stone... I don't love stone. I may be in... well, let's leave that for later... I love Taco Bell. I figure it's okay to mention the actual name because they are EVERYWHERE!
So, the Taco Bell nearest to me is always filled with high school kids. Which is pretty cool when you think about it because you always run into someone when you are in there. Whether you like them or not is a completely different story though.
After a recent weekly sporting event, Manhattan and I went to Taco Bell as a "hey I'm hungry and it's cheap and we're teens and therefore love cheap" place. It was great so we've been going there after each of the weekly sporting events. I have to admit that I love it. I don't know that it's so much the food or anything (although the food is delicious) (I have yet to find something I dislike there...) but the fact that I am hanging out with her. It has turned into a community environment. Which sounds even more strange than anything else. However, it is true.
Just thought I would share that with you all. I will be writing frequently now until Tues.
=)
Soul
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