Thursday, May 21, 2009

Whoa, look who's back!!!

Hey Everyone!!!

I'm currently listening to Undeniable by Mat Kearney.

Hmmm... so... I have to admit, my blogging efforts have been majorly slacking. I know, I know, my bad. It was because I don't even know how to talk about what is going on in my life.

Well, let me throw one more nickname at you... Sky.

Sky is... a man...

A terrific...

amazing...
spectacular...

man.

*sighs lightly* I just didn't know how to write about him. I don't know how to write about my feelings. Because I am worried if I start, I won't stop.

I don't know how I can talk about him without giving the back story. And because you need the back story, you need to know another little something... I belong to another site. I know, I know, don't tell blogspot, they will be jealous. :P

Well, on this other site, Sky messaged me saying that he liked what I said and yadda yadda yadda, telling me about himself and hoping that I would message him back. I will be honest, I was a bit "ok, whatever" about it. I mean, he was not an active member on the site, and that always made me wary. But I responded back. We went back and forth for a while, then moved it to IMing. We got to know each other, and found out that we have something in common. We have a certain interest in bedroom activities. Well, we talked and talked, and we both felt that there was something there. So, we arranged to meet. I know, I know, you are not supposed to meet with men you meet online, especially if you are a 18 year old girl. But I threw all caution to the wind. I will be honest, my feelings for him were my main security.

Well, that meeting was last weekend. And...

WOW

talk about amazing. I won't go into the details of the (amazing, perfect, mind blowing) sex. But I will say, I have never been more "at home" with someone. With everything we did, it felt right. I felt like I fit right with him. Everything was so nice. He was the nicest person. We were... amazing. Sorry about my lack of extended vocabulary, my mind is in a haze...

We are planning another trip in July.

Serious feelings.

Twin has been on my butt about blogging, so here it is. I will try to blog constantly now. I will chronicle the everyday going-ons between Sky and Soul. <3

=)

Soul