Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga.
I spent the holidays with Grandâme and Hattie, it was so nice. I was run down to empty, but I was spending holidays with family so that made me happy. I was literally run down to empty though. I didn't get a moments rest. Which was fine because I rarely see them so it is nice to run around and fit everything in.
Although it meant that I was also away from Sky for two weeks. Which meant that the house went without cleaning for two weeks. I came into the house happy, excited to see the dogs and rest a bit. I did not sleep at all due to my early flight this morning. I was looking forward to sleeping in my bed and getting some zzzzs before Sky got home. We talked yesterday and he made it seem like the house was decent. I knew that he wouldn't clean the toilets or anything like that, but I expected the house to be decent.
I walked in the house and was... disappointed. Not that it is filthy or anything, but it is definitely too dirty for me. I don't understand how crumbs are not cleaned up. Especially from areas that aren't supposed to have crumbs! I don't understand how hard it is to run the water after a shave to clean the sink. I just don't get how the mess doesn't get to him.
I was thinking about it though, and I didn't leave the house in pristine condition either though. There were things that needed to get done. There were things that could have been cleaner. I was definitely slacking on my household duties.
I still feel like crying though. I am so exhausted and I can't sleep. I need to clean. I already cleaned the sink, and I feel like that just sapped any energy I had. To even think about doing anything else makes me want to curl into a ball and start sobbing. Oh well, it needs to get done. Sleeping is for losers anyway...
:-/
Soul
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Bored...
Hey Everyone!
I'm currently listening to If I can't Have you by Kelly Clarkson.
64 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked...
1. First thing you wash in the shower? my hair.
2. What color is your favourite hoodie? blue
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? definitely
4. Do you plan outfits? depends
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired but not sleepy
6. What's the closest thing to you that's red? a folder.
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? Sky and I were sitting at a table and holding hands while talking. My dreams are so interesting... :P
8. Did you meet anybody new today? ummm... nope
9. What are you craving right now? sex.
10. Do you floss? I try to remember
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? my coworker of course!!!!
12. Are you emotional? yeah
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000? uhhh... not that I recall
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick
15. Do you like your hair? yeppers
16. Do you like yourself? mmhmm. :D
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? Definitely. I would go out with any President, that would be fascinating.
18. What are you listening to right now? Ummm, look above, Kelly Clarkson
19. Are your parents strict? hahaha
20. Would you go sky diving? never say never.
21. Do you like cottage cheese? UGH, HELL NO.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity? ummm, a famous football player.
23. Do you rent movies often? I redbox movies.
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in? my diamond necklace is the closest sparkly thing.
25. How many countries have you been to? only US sadly
26. Have you made a prank phone call? oh man... yeah... funny story. [Sky, remind me to tell you that story... mortifying looking back on it]
27. Ever been on a train? yep
28. Brown or white eggs? white
29. Do you have a cell-phone? yeah.
30. Do you use chap stick? not usually
31. Do you own a gun? nope
32. Can you use chop sticks? yep, thanks to Manhattan.
33. Who are you going to be with tonight? well, "tonight" is going to be over in 21 minutes.
34. Are you too forgiving? I think I am just the right amount of forgiving.
35. Ever been in love? am currently.
36. Who is your best friend(s)? Platinum.
37. Ever have cream puffs? yeah.
38. Last time you cried? tonight. I'm such a sap.
39. What was the last question you asked? Will you text me before you go to bed?
40. Favourite time of the year? Fall.
41. Do you have any tattoos? no.
42. Are you sarcastic? sarcastic? me? never...
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? HELL YES!
44. Ever walked into a wall? hahaha, multiple times.
45. Favourite colour? midnight blue
46. Have you ever slapped someone? no, but I want to... weird want...
47. Is your hair curly? not naturally
48. What was the last CD you bought? Dark Horse- Nickelback
49. Do looks matter? not the most important thing, but you'd be lying if you said they don't matter at all.
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater? no.
51. Is your phone bill sky high? nope :)
52. Do you like your life right now? heck yes, for the majority.
53. Do you sleep with the TV on? sometimes.
54. Can you handle the truth? yes
55. Do you have good vision? nope.
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? dislike, yes. Hate, no.
57. How often do you talk on the phone? every day.
58. The last person you held hands with? My youngest cousin.
59. What are you wearing? gray tank top. Victoria's Secret panties.
60. What is your favourite animal/Mammal? Dogs/cats.
61. Where was your default picture taken at? made it in photoshop
62. Can you hula hoop? not well.
63. Do you have a job? yep >.<
64. What was the most recent thing you bought? flip-flops, duck tape, something for Sky, and lotion.
:)
Soul
I'm currently listening to If I can't Have you by Kelly Clarkson.
64 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked...
1. First thing you wash in the shower? my hair.
2. What color is your favourite hoodie? blue
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? definitely
4. Do you plan outfits? depends
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired but not sleepy
6. What's the closest thing to you that's red? a folder.
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? Sky and I were sitting at a table and holding hands while talking. My dreams are so interesting... :P
8. Did you meet anybody new today? ummm... nope
9. What are you craving right now? sex.
10. Do you floss? I try to remember
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? my coworker of course!!!!
12. Are you emotional? yeah
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000? uhhh... not that I recall
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick
15. Do you like your hair? yeppers
16. Do you like yourself? mmhmm. :D
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? Definitely. I would go out with any President, that would be fascinating.
18. What are you listening to right now? Ummm, look above, Kelly Clarkson
19. Are your parents strict? hahaha
20. Would you go sky diving? never say never.
21. Do you like cottage cheese? UGH, HELL NO.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity? ummm, a famous football player.
23. Do you rent movies often? I redbox movies.
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in? my diamond necklace is the closest sparkly thing.
25. How many countries have you been to? only US sadly
26. Have you made a prank phone call? oh man... yeah... funny story. [Sky, remind me to tell you that story... mortifying looking back on it]
27. Ever been on a train? yep
28. Brown or white eggs? white
29. Do you have a cell-phone? yeah.
30. Do you use chap stick? not usually
31. Do you own a gun? nope
32. Can you use chop sticks? yep, thanks to Manhattan.
33. Who are you going to be with tonight? well, "tonight" is going to be over in 21 minutes.
34. Are you too forgiving? I think I am just the right amount of forgiving.
35. Ever been in love? am currently.
36. Who is your best friend(s)? Platinum.
37. Ever have cream puffs? yeah.
38. Last time you cried? tonight. I'm such a sap.
39. What was the last question you asked? Will you text me before you go to bed?
40. Favourite time of the year? Fall.
41. Do you have any tattoos? no.
42. Are you sarcastic? sarcastic? me? never...
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? HELL YES!
44. Ever walked into a wall? hahaha, multiple times.
45. Favourite colour? midnight blue
46. Have you ever slapped someone? no, but I want to... weird want...
47. Is your hair curly? not naturally
48. What was the last CD you bought? Dark Horse- Nickelback
49. Do looks matter? not the most important thing, but you'd be lying if you said they don't matter at all.
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater? no.
51. Is your phone bill sky high? nope :)
52. Do you like your life right now? heck yes, for the majority.
53. Do you sleep with the TV on? sometimes.
54. Can you handle the truth? yes
55. Do you have good vision? nope.
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? dislike, yes. Hate, no.
57. How often do you talk on the phone? every day.
58. The last person you held hands with? My youngest cousin.
59. What are you wearing? gray tank top. Victoria's Secret panties.
60. What is your favourite animal/Mammal? Dogs/cats.
61. Where was your default picture taken at? made it in photoshop
62. Can you hula hoop? not well.
63. Do you have a job? yep >.<
64. What was the most recent thing you bought? flip-flops, duck tape, something for Sky, and lotion.
:)
Soul
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Do these tears belong to someone?
Hi Everyone!
I'm currently listening to I'm Yours by Jason Mraz.
Alright, now forgive me in advance please, because this is one of those rambling posts that I need to write because I need to get the thoughts out some place.
Sky and I joined a social networking site together. It fits US and what we like. Well anyway, the people on there just have a way of describing what I feel perfectly sometimes. I miss Sky sooo much at certain times. It's really unexplainable. I look forward to him coming to see me like nobody's business. It is this fire in the middle of my chest that doesn't go away. Ahhh!!! That sounds so weird... I sometimes think that I must be going insane to feel this great all the time. He makes me smile, and giggle. He makes me feel good. I feel better when we're together. I love talking to him. I just want to be around him.
But, I miss him. I don't cry. I really don't. Not to real life stuff. Pop in a movie, I'll ball my eyes out. But real life? Nope. Not my thing. However, with Sky... GEESH!!! I find that I am crying once a week! Most of the times he doesn't know about... He's known about a couple in the past. He is really great about it. Once he gets here, I know that the crying will go away. Because I cry when I miss him. Granted, I miss him everyday, but there are certain days, where I feel like it's pressing down on me. Those are the days I want him the most. Gosh, I am soooo rambling... And now I feel like an idiot for telling you all about my crying spells.
Well, now I am going to go hide in a corner, toodles!
:]
Soul
I'm currently listening to I'm Yours by Jason Mraz.
Alright, now forgive me in advance please, because this is one of those rambling posts that I need to write because I need to get the thoughts out some place.
Sky and I joined a social networking site together. It fits US and what we like. Well anyway, the people on there just have a way of describing what I feel perfectly sometimes. I miss Sky sooo much at certain times. It's really unexplainable. I look forward to him coming to see me like nobody's business. It is this fire in the middle of my chest that doesn't go away. Ahhh!!! That sounds so weird... I sometimes think that I must be going insane to feel this great all the time. He makes me smile, and giggle. He makes me feel good. I feel better when we're together. I love talking to him. I just want to be around him.
But, I miss him. I don't cry. I really don't. Not to real life stuff. Pop in a movie, I'll ball my eyes out. But real life? Nope. Not my thing. However, with Sky... GEESH!!! I find that I am crying once a week! Most of the times he doesn't know about... He's known about a couple in the past. He is really great about it. Once he gets here, I know that the crying will go away. Because I cry when I miss him. Granted, I miss him everyday, but there are certain days, where I feel like it's pressing down on me. Those are the days I want him the most. Gosh, I am soooo rambling... And now I feel like an idiot for telling you all about my crying spells.
Well, now I am going to go hide in a corner, toodles!
:]
Soul
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