So...

So, I haven't been a good blogger here. :( I have been slacking majorly in fact. However, would it help if I told you that I have been blogging elsewhere? I know, I have been cheating on you poor blog.

However, I cannot see myself really rectifying that situation. :( I really don't have too much of a need to write here anymore. My other blog encompasses everything that I need. I think I might update this every month or two, but really, this blog is about a period in my life that is over.

It focuses a lot on high school. After all, I started this blog as a junior. I really have grown a lot from it. I think that there are some fabulous posts here and I would never get rid of it, but I have outgrown it.

So!

I do have another blog. But, I will warn you, it may be too graphic/sexual/kinky for some of my readers here. I know that I have a handful of followers, and I would love it if you followed me over to my new blog. I understand if you don't though. My new blog has an 'about me' page which is linked in the left hand sidebar. If you do follow me over, check that out and see if that blog is something you are interested in. I love you all, and thank you for following me through this journey.

xoxo.

New blog here

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Would you rather own a luxury yacht or a private jet?

If all the expenses of such were always taken care of, and I didn't have to worry about them? Jet. You can get so many more places on a jet.

Ask me anything

I'm Stealing a Cat.

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Ghost of Me by Chris Daughtry.

There is this little kitty that lives under my house. It has to be really young looking at the size of it. I am luring it into my loving home. It will work. Almost got it three nights ago. I plan on catching it this week. I will keep you updated. I named it Skittles.

;)

Soul

Jobless.

Hey Everyone.

I'm currently listening to Cowboy Casanova by Carrie Underwood.

So I've been jobless for a few months now. It is very frustrating. I got a 'lead' [?] on a local movie rental place, and was told to call back after the holidays. I took that to mean January 1st. Apparently it meant December 25th, because I called today and guess what? They are training the people they hired. >.< It makes me want to cry. I had really high hopes since they were at a desperate need for people. Apparently at such a need they hired people in the 6 days between my 'holiday' discrepancy.

It really supremely sucks major ass because I am not bringing any money into the house. It makes me feel awful every time that I need something or want something. Stuff that is needed, like shampoo, I feel awful about buying.

I know that I contribute to the house in my own way, cleaning, taking care of the dogs, taking care of the house, doing anything that Sky needs me to, but it is FRUSTRATING. I am capable of working. I want to work! I know that in this economy I am not the only one looking. But really, I would take anything. Part-time? Sure! I just would like to bring some moo-la home for the house...

:/

Soul

Clean.

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga.

I spent the holidays with Grandâme and Hattie, it was so nice. I was run down to empty, but I was spending holidays with family so that made me happy. I was literally run down to empty though. I didn't get a moments rest. Which was fine because I rarely see them so it is nice to run around and fit everything in.

Although it meant that I was also away from Sky for two weeks. Which meant that the house went without cleaning for two weeks. I came into the house happy, excited to see the dogs and rest a bit. I did not sleep at all due to my early flight this morning. I was looking forward to sleeping in my bed and getting some zzzzs before Sky got home. We talked yesterday and he made it seem like the house was decent. I knew that he wouldn't clean the toilets or anything like that, but I expected the house to be decent.

I walked in the house and was... disappointed. Not that it is filthy or anything, but it is definitely too dirty for me. I don't understand how crumbs are not cleaned up. Especially from areas that aren't supposed to have crumbs! I don't understand how hard it is to run the water after a shave to clean the sink. I just don't get how the mess doesn't get to him.

I was thinking about it though, and I didn't leave the house in pristine condition either though. There were things that needed to get done. There were things that could have been cleaner. I was definitely slacking on my household duties.

I still feel like crying though. I am so exhausted and I can't sleep. I need to clean. I already cleaned the sink, and I feel like that just sapped any energy I had. To even think about doing anything else makes me want to curl into a ball and start sobbing. Oh well, it needs to get done. Sleeping is for losers anyway...

:-/

Soul

Holidays

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently listening to Last Christmas by Wham!

It's been a while since I've blogged here.

I'm sort of Grrrr...

Having a fabulous time with family, but Sky and I are apart.

It is Grrrrrr-worthy.

I miss him.

It frustrates me.

:/

Soul

Fabulous.

Hey Everyone!

I'm currently watching RW/RR Challenge: The Ruins.

So Sky was on a business trip for the past couple of days. That's all fine and dandy. So this morning I woke up with him early and was putzing around with him. He looked over at me and said that he bought something for me. I was genuinely surprised, my heart filled with excitment. He pulled out this little box with the Liberty Bell on it. My heart felt like love was overfilling it. I opened the box to find a small bell. Sky knows that I collect bells from a small conversation we had once. Nothing could have been better. I have the most amazing boyfriend ever.

<3

Soul